Calories were cut a tiny bit last week but still around 4000cals and losing weight off that which is crazy considering at one point in time I couldn't even eat this much food in a bulk. just goes to show consistency over a long period does produce change and adaptation.
still around 106kg but all the thoughts go through your head am I good enough or am I actually any good at bodybuilding in general.
this is what diets can do they make you second guess as the muscles aren't as full, and you feel like a shadow of yourself.
let me tell you something though I've experienced it before, and I know these feelings come about so I know how to deal with them, and I encourage anyone who does struggle to reach out and talk to your coach or friend and get that reassurance that you are good enough and you have the ability to do great things.
TRAINING DAY DIET
Meal 1: PRE WO
2 whole eggs
430ml egg whites
90g cream of rice dry weight
60g sourdough bread
100g raspberries
1 tablespoon kimchi
1 tablespoon sauerkraut
Train
25g intra workout carbs from cycle dextrin, coconut water or isotonic drink
Meal 2: POST WO
185g cooked chicken breast
110g cream of rice dry
100g raspberries
Meal 3:
185g cooked steak or extra lean mince Beef
180g white rice cooked
80g pineapple
75g green veg (optional)
Meal 4:
185g cooked chicken breast
300g sweet potato cooked
50g avocado
75g green veg optional
Meal 5:
185g cooked steak or extra lean mince beef
65g oats dry weight
1 apple
20g almond butter
Daily Total
Calories: ≈ 3,920 kcal
Protein: ≈ 326 g
Carbs: ≈ 446 g
Fats: ≈ 73 g