You are all probably going to think I'm stupid but I'll explain a little bit about myself, I have had gyno in the past from steroids so I should never have probably done them again as I am not a major bodybuilder. I ended up having surgery to get rid of the gyno. Recent I took 1 days worth of winstrol at 50mg and straight away I got itchy nips (I know winstrol is not meant to cause gyno). I got that paranoid about it I came off it straight away and took a week and a halfs worth of tamoxifen at 20mg, some days 40mg. This has completely ruined my mental health and made me depressed. I am a normal guy and have a lot going for me but it's completely made my mood go low and even consider suicide. I'd appreciate any advice anyone can give as I have seen my doctor and he prescribed antidepressants but I cannot deal with the side effects from these. And I'm wondering if this depression will pass as it is 4 weeks ago I last took tamoxifen?