lol..thanks for the k messages you guys. I never thought at almost 40 I'd be the victim of a sociopath but I've had to deal with police this week, get a restraining order , meet with my employer in case of any incidents here and somehow keep my kid safe and sheltered from the shit storm and myself sane. It's been surreal. I've never had someone not go away and it's more then just not going away. It's very caluculated, threatening yet not threatening and so on. I feel like I'm caught in a bad movie and yet it's my own real life. Sad. Lots of self reflection to do once it's all over. A convent is sounding appealing.
The good news is it's been great for the weight loss. I'm the lowest I've been in almost a year.