Shit, If i had the money to stay on all the time i probably would have. To be honest though, I've been off gear for over a year and although im 20 pounds lighter, my strength is actually greater now, naturally, than it was on gear, with the one exception: my bench. on gear i was benching 315 for reps, now i rep 275. But honestly you do look good, just keep checkin in with your doc and stay healthy