As the title says basically. I'm quite young though (22). I don't have the best genetics. i'm not really a mesomorph. more like endo id say. looking good is pretty much the most important thing to me and its only through using steroids that i have been able to REALLY move towards the category i want to be in ie big and lean (stats are 5'10, ~197lbs and bf closing in to the 10% mark, i'm about 11 or 12 i think). i'v been training since 18 years old and i'm about to turn 23 in a month so i'm no newb to the gym or anything, and my diet is very good. my 2nd cycle is ending VERY soon and i'm shit scared about loosing muscle and gaining fat back. i cant hack going back that way, i know that with a good PCT (ive got mine ready obv) i can probably stay in ok condition, but ok isn't enough for me. im really hoping to compete when im ready and in good enough shape (it would take a few more cycles so i can mold myself to perfection) and im really looking for a career in the fitness industry - i'm going to be a personal trainer/fitness and nutrition adviser and i know i would be great for the job. bodybuilding is my life.
now i know that staying on will mean TRT forever, i can deal with that. not being able to have kids would be bad, but if im cruising on 250 test a week and using HCG etc i could well be able to have kids fine right? i need advise on this area from those of you that do stay on. and also just any advice is this area would be great. But if your just gonna give me grief and tell me i'm stupid just dont post in my thread. i only want advice not bullshit ok. thanks in advance to those that help.
now i know that staying on will mean TRT forever, i can deal with that. not being able to have kids would be bad, but if im cruising on 250 test a week and using HCG etc i could well be able to have kids fine right? i need advise on this area from those of you that do stay on. and also just any advice is this area would be great. But if your just gonna give me grief and tell me i'm stupid just dont post in my thread. i only want advice not bullshit ok. thanks in advance to those that help.