I am BORED Out of My Skull!!

[musclemom]

/RANT

I have to take it easy because I'm recovering from my seventh PRP session (Aug. 30), BUT I feel better than I've felt in years, literally. I'm bored of t.v., I'm bored of computer, I don't feel like reading, I have nobody to talk to right now and I'm SO G'DAMNED TIRED OF BEING IN THIS HOUSE!

The PRP worked. It took time and wasn't cheap (but probably about what I would have had as copays, and I never lost full use of either arm). Oh,I got a copy of my MRI reports and what I had was a full thickness tear of the supraspinatus tendon without retraction on the right and a partial tear on the left. I also had the beginnings of epicondylosis in both elbows without tearing and some very minor tears of other tendons in both shoulders. All the minor tears and epicondylosis filled in with one session, the full thickness tear took six sessions and I had one remaining hole left in the left shoulder that he did last week. For the osteoarthritis in my knees we started PRP, left one first. Synvisc was a tease, it made them feel awesome for exactly two months and one day - then wham, right back to where they were. I get my right knee done next week and then I'll probably be alternating Synvisc and PRP for a while. The left knee was unbendable for about 48 hours but feels dynamite now.

Gotta say, fucking weird to not be in constant pain anymore. It's been rainy as shit and normally it would feel like someone is stabbing my left shoulder with a screwdriver and it's just a pinch achy. Less than one week out from PRP and that's a damned good sign.

But I'm STILL fucking bored. I feel better and want to do shit and have to remind myself to let crap heal, blech.

/rant

 

[EnderJE]

Post nudes.

 

[nydj66]

post nudes.

+1

 

[musclemom]

Post nudes.

Dude, you'd have to bleach your eyeballs afterwards. Some shit just can't be unseen.

Remember, we're talking a 47 y/o woman who hasn't been able to do SHIT physically for 2 years. My husband finds me delectable but he's in a small minority

 

[WoodyO]

We can decide for ourselves. Post 'em up.

 

[musclemom]

We can decide for ourselves. Post 'em up.

So I can go from being bored out of my skull to mortally embarassed, uh uh.

Besides, even if I had a body like Corey Everson, and I was a bit of an exhibitionist, it would be up to my husband and even asking him something like that could mess up an otherwise idyllic relationship. You don't mess with a good thing

But thanks for asking, never the less

 

[smurf2]

MM well at least youre feeling better. So you cant get out of the house at all? Like go to a movie or somethin?

 

[musclemom]

MM well at least youre feeling better. So you cant get out of the house at all? Like go to a movie or somethin?

I'd have to take my stepdaughter because I don't drive. Pissing rain out there anyway. I've got the total package on cable, every premium channel + On Demand ... I'm kind of movie'd out anyway if that makes sense. I might drag her to the library later this week.

I need a hobby, that's my problem. Maybe I need to start thinking about getting back into the work force now that I'm not crippled anymore, too.

 

[EnderJE]

How about writing?

 

[nanroast]

Rent the dictator

 

[gatemoney]

There's always good ol'masturbation

 

[musclemom]

How about writing?

Yeah, I'm a typing fool, about the only thing I can do ... unfortunately I don't really have any original or creative ideas. Wish I had just one good concept that appealed to horny Goth teenagers -- I could be the next Stephenie Meyer.

 

[billfred]

There's always good ol'masturbation

that is how she injured her shoulder to start with

 

[musclemom]

There's always good ol'masturbation

My husband ruined me for that shit, self service doesn't compare, it's depressing.

And Billfred, man they got battery operated shit nowadays, no need for repetitive motion

 

[Tectime]

Haha good deal, always good to hear husbands taking care of biz, tell him that and maybe not do bored tonight!

 

[-SD-]

Who the fuck is corey everson

 

[musclemom]

Who the fuck is corey everson

You're kidding, right? You must be younger than I thought.

One of the female bodybuilders from the late 80s, right after Rachel McLish, bulkier but before juice abuse and implants. She'd almost be considered figure nowadays, I guess:

She and Sharon Bruneau were always my favorites. This is Sharon:

 

[WoodyO]

You're kidding, right? You must be younger than I thought.

One of the female bodybuilders from the late 80s, right after Rachel McLish, bulkier but before juice abuse and implants. She'd almost be considered figure nowadays, I guess:

http://www.bodybuilders.com/cory16.jpg​

She and Sharon Bruneau were always my favorites. This is Sharon:

http://www.girlswithmuscle.com/images/full/517669313.jpg​

It's also the name of a porno star if you care to Google image it.

 

[PICK3]

Dude, you'd have to bleach your eyeballs afterwards.

want to know wut I'm about to bleach?

 

[gatemoney]

My husband ruined me for that shit, self service doesn't compare, it's depressing.

This is how men and women are very different

 

[WoodyO]

Rent the dictator

Good choice. I just watched that one last night.

 

[musclemom]

This is how men and women are very different

Actually hubs says the same thing about me Even an ultra quickie is 1000% better than the best wank session. But we're older, very happy with each other and compatible.

 

[nydj66]

You're kidding, right? You must be younger than I thought.

One of the female bodybuilders from the late 80s, right after Rachel McLish, bulkier but before juice abuse and implants. She'd almost be considered figure nowadays, I guess:

She and Sharon Bruneau were always my favorites. This is Sharon:

You could always befriend Cory Everson on Facebook. She's there:

Cory Everson | Facebook

 

[musclemom]

You could always befriend Cory Everson on Facebook. She's there:

Cory Everson | Facebook

Thanks for the suggestion but I don't do Facebook. The forums here are all I really need in terms of social media. I can be blunt, vulgar, forthright and don't have to worry about offending anyone for speaking my mind because I have no relationship with anyone IRL.

 

[bigpokey]

musclemom yo wtf is up with the illuminati, more specifically "rain man"

 

[musclemom]

musclemom yo wtf is up with the illuminati, more specifically "rain man"

While I'm open to conspiracy theories, I doubt the concept of "illuminati" in the sense that there is some huge secret society of power players who are manipulating world events. This may sound funny, but I think if there WERE people manipulating the the world I think things would be organized better!

Don't know a thing about rainman, had to Google it. Seems to me rappers might use the term because it's easy to rhyme to and a cultural reference virtually everyone recognizes

 

[bigpokey]

While I'm open to conspiracy theories, I doubt the concept of "illuminati" in the sense that there is some huge secret society of power players who are manipulating world events. This may sound funny, but I think if there WERE people manipulating the the world I think things would be organized better!

Don't know a thing about rainman, had to Google it. Seems to me rappers might use the term because it's easy to rhyme to and a cultural reference virtually everyone recognizes

supposedly it's all about people selling their soul for fame and fortune only to be controlled by the devil or different devils, rain man being a devil.... i thought u would know bout the devils and shit which fukin one do u worship anyways? ngr didn't give u any cool wordly abilities?? whats the fuckin point of bein a satanist then?

 

[musclemom]

supposedly it's all about people selling their soul for fame and fortune only to be controlled by the devil or different devils, rain man being a devil.... i thought u would know bout the devils and shit which fukin one do u worship anyways? ngr didn't give u any cool wordly abilities?? whats the fuckin point of bein a satanist then?

Honey, I'm a Wiccan in no way, shape or form a Satanist. Think "Earth Based Spiritual Path" if that helps.

Satanism is basically ANTI-Christianity, so to speak. My form of Wicca (there are many) work with "old gods", the gods venerated before the advent of Christianity. In my tradition it tends to be mostly Celtic, Greek, Egyptian and Norse gods. You've probably heard of Thor, Odin and Loki? Those are some Norse gods. Likewise you might have heard of Zeus, Apollo or Venus? Those are some Greek gods, etc., etc.

I assure you I have no cool worldly abilities, although I certainly wish I did. I guess that's one of the biggest differences between me and your average Christian, in a way. I don't pray to my gods to fix my problems; I pray to my gods to give me the strength and foresight to overcome my problems myself

 

[bigpokey]

Honey, I'm a Wiccan in no way, shape or form a Satanist. Think "Earth Based Spiritual Path" if that helps.

Satanism is basically ANTI-Christianity, so to speak. My form of Wicca (there are many) work with "old gods", the gods venerated before the advent of Christianity. In my tradition it tends to be mostly Celtic, Greek, Egyptian and Norse gods. You've probably heard of Thor, Odin and Loki? Those are some Norse gods. Likewise you might have heard of Zeus, Apollo or Venus? Those are some Greek gods, etc., etc.

I assure you I have no cool worldly abilities, although I certainly wish I did. I guess that's one of the biggest differences between me and your average Christian, in a way. I don't pray to my gods to fix my problems; I pray to my gods to give me the strength and foresight to overcome my problems myself

ahhhhh ok, got ya... so where does the christian god rank among the greek, norse, and egyptian gods? is satan still the highest ranking devil? any chance u believe UFO's are actually demon spirits flying around in the sky? what about the triangle with the eye we see so much like on the dollar bill and all over freemason shit, whats up with that?

 

[musclemom]

I love an opportunity to educate but you've got to read my responses and accept that this is MY PERSONAL OPINION, ONLY. You may meet other witches/Wiccans/pagans/heathens and even Satanists who have totally different opinion, okay?

ahhhhh ok, got ya... so where does the christian god rank among the greek, norse, and egyptian gods?

My personal belief is that the deity referenced in the Old Testament, known as Yahweh in the ancient Jewish texts, is the tribal father god of the Hebrew people. Like the Greeks had Zeus and the Norse had Odin.

is satan still the highest ranking devil?

Okay, there's Satan, Lucifer, devils, demons and daemons, they're all different entities or can be similar entities translated differently. Satan is actually an ancient Hebrew word that roughly translated to "Adversary" but another translation is "the Prosecutor". Think of the Biblical story of Job. Satan is challenging/testing Job, and God is in on it. In fact, Satan is doing what God told him to do. Devil, devi, demon or daemons are all words that have been appropriated from different cultures and used in a general sense to convey an "ultimate evil" but really the various entities within their cultural settings have different but necessary "jobs" in the spiritual sense of things.

See, the concept of "ultimate good" vs. "ultimate evil" very much belongs to single god cultures (Judaism, Christianity, Moslems). You cannot have darkness without light, you cannot have life without death. If you're going to worship a deity that is PURE good, omniscient and omnipotent then you must believe in it's polar opposite, ultimate evil, pure darkness. Pagan gods are not perfect, nor are they the creators of the universe. They have both positive and negative qualities, which is why pagans don't have a devil.

any chance u believe UFO's are actually demon spirits flying around in the sky?

Non corporeal beings exist on a different dimension from us so even if they have space ships we couldn't see them. IF there are UFOs (versus really well kept military secrets) then the beings that fly them are just as mortal as you or me.

what about the triangle with the eye we see so much like on the dollar bill and all over freemason shit, whats up with that?

The image of the all seeing eye, also known as the Eye of God, the Eye of Horus or the Eye of Providence dates back in one form or another to ancient Egypt. Much of the ritual and imagery of the Masons was taken from myths of ancient Egypt (Egyptians having built pyramids were highly regarded as stone masons). This bit I pulled from Wikipedia but it explains the symbolism pretty nicely:

On the seal, the Eye is surrounded by the words Annuit Cœptis, meaning "He approves (or has approved) [our] undertakings", and Novus Ordo Seclorum, meaning "New Order of the Ages". The Eye is positioned above an unfinished pyramid with thirteen steps, representing the original thirteen states and the future growth of the country. The lowest level of the pyramid shows the year 1776 in Roman numerals. The combined implication is that the Eye, or God, favors the prosperity of the United States.

 

[bigpokey]

My personal belief is that the deity referenced in the Old Testament, known as Yahweh in the ancient Jewish texts, is the tribal father god of the Hebrew people. Like the Greeks had Zeus and the Norse had Odin.

See, the concept of "ultimate good" vs. "ultimate evil" very much belongs to single god cultures (Judaism, Christianity, Moslems). You cannot have darkness without light, you cannot have life without death. If you're going to worship a deity that is PURE good, omniscient and omnipotent then you must believe in it's polar opposite, ultimate evil, pure darkness. Pagan gods are not perfect, nor are they the creators of the universe. They have both positive and negative qualities, which is why pagans don't have a devil.

so demons are like "human" in a sense bro

Non corporeal beings exist on a different dimension from us so even if they have space ships we couldn't see them. IF there are UFOs (versus really well kept military secrets) then the beings that fly them are just as mortal as you or me.

im not saying they're in a spaceship that would be silly! lol! im sayin ur seein a flyin spirit orb and shit, some kind of dimensional travel...

The image of the all seeing eye, also known as the Eye of God, the Eye of Horus or the Eye of Providence dates back in one form or another to ancient Egypt. Much of the ritual and imagery of the Masons was taken from myths of ancient Egypt (Egyptians having built pyramids were highly regarded as stone masons). This bit I pulled from Wikipedia but it explains the symbolism pretty nicely:

so "new order" is part of the translation lol wtf

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[musclemom]

so demons are like "human" in a sense bro

Only in the sense that you can't make sweeping assumptions about one person based on your experience of any other given human. There are entities, I have been told, that have what would be perceived as malice of intent that are called demons. There are other entities that are neither good nor bad that are called the same thing. It's very much a "rose by any other name" sort of situation, to the best of my knowledge. This is not an area I have interest in and sometimes when it comes to matters of beings other than human who might bring mischief into your life (and while they might not be malicious, that doesn't mean they can't cause disruptions) it's best not to dwell on them too intently, you can sort of bring attention to yourself, more so if you're already involved in spiritual pursuits (and the same holds true for any spiritual path, including the conventional stuff).

im not saying they're in a spaceship that would be silly! lol! im sayin ur seein a flyin spirit orb and shit, some kind of dimensional travel...

I don't think so. Even in the circles I travel in, where people claim to be able to do various things that are considered "psychic" - and I've seen enough of their abilities to not doubt them - the ability to truly "see" other dimensional beings is rare. So to have multiple people seeing the same phenomenon means that phenomenon is at least of this dimension, if not of this world.

so "new order" is part of the translation lol wtf

Ah, but you have to remember the times when those words were written. DEMOCRACY was a radical, radical concept! Turning our backs on monarchy, creating a nation where every man had an equal say by vote?! America was doing something that was literally a world first. Government by the people, for the people. Nothing like that had ever existed before the U.S. That's why it was considered a new order for the world. Context is everything.