just keep telling yourself milo "I do like women, I do like women, I really really do" then maybe you can change the way you feel about them, there is no reason to get frustrated about it, it's okay to be the way you are, if you feel you must "vent" here to express how you truly feel, then do it, we are all here to help each other, just remember and keep chanting "I do like women, I do like women, I do like women" don't stop!