Courtney's Log

[Sassy69]

Ouch. Hope that turns out ok & you get back to normal ASAP sweetie!

 

[satchboogie]

my stomach wasn't bothering me yesterday.. It was just bloated.. this morning it is hurting... Thinking I may have to go to the doctor's now and I frecking HATE that!!!

hope youre not pregnant!

 

[courtneybcca]

what a geek the first thing he thinks of... how sweet... heehee just had my rag so it isn't that...

bad day today eating wise

I thought I should eat some more good carbs so I tried to eat some rice mid-day and I got sick.. from RICE can you believe that.. I now feel like I have rice stuck on my tongue and I have done EVERYTHING to get it to go down... but it is still sticking there..

pm workout
triceps and fucking killed them!!! woo hoo at least that went well
tri ext with rope
dips
kickback with plate

630
protein scoop
glutamine

I am going to go to sleep soon and forget about this day!!
feeling crappy all around

had to bring out the old 34 D bras today... by by DD's... I am losing all my "real" breast tissue again.. thank god I have the twins or I would have nothing left.. Isn't it cruel how when us ladies get into shape we want are asses etc to go away yet are boobs are the first things to go... I am starting to get that horrible hole in my chest... you know where the ribs connect in between the boobs I am one of the lucky ladies that the connection shows like a mo-fo when I lean down... Ladies who have this problem know what I am talking about... its fucking WEIRD!! its the most noticeable when I lay down... it looks like I have a hole in between my boobs like god just didn't give me a bone there and you can see the other bones around it... GROSS!!!! so yeah hopefully this means that my upper body is about done leaning out and my lower half will start doing its job... and my freaking stomach is still bloody bloated I feel like I have gained 5 pounds and I have worked my ASS off this week... so also a little pissed about that... grr... okay enough of my bitching... I am going to go take a long bath and then meditate... I am so not present right now its upseting... KAY I done... have a good one ladies

 

[velvett]

Yep, boobs or abs.

Sigh...

 

[superqt4u2nv]

Yep, boobs or abs.

Sigh...

I down graded from a DD last year and never went back up hoping I would stay at a D but looks like it is going to be a C for me if things keep progressing as is.

 

[*Bunny*]

Yep, boobs or abs.

Sigh...

abs abs abs

 

[Sassy69]

Damn its hard being a girl.

 

[courtneybcca]

730am
½ cup oatmeal
1/4 cup all bran
1 scoop protein 80 c
glutamine
vitamins
10 mg of var

stomach feeling not as bad this morning... Maybe today is the DAY!! woo hoo... I had the weirdest night... phone kepted ringing and couldn't turn it off because I am working this weekend... first few calls were really sweet then as the night went on drunk retards kept calling me... NOTE TO SELF: that is how stupid you sound when your drunk too.... got harassed to go to vegas by a dude that couldn't even put two words together... YEAH I am going to drive to meet you in the middle of the night.. COME ON are guys that STUIPID!!!! now I have to go into work early...

My mediation was wonderful last night and I am going to have a quiet day no gym.. Just me, work, my books and relaxation....

have a wonderful day ladies...

 

[velvett]

I down graded from a DD last year and never went back up hoping I would stay at a D but looks like it is going to be a C for me if things keep progressing as is.

I hear yah.



Truth be told - I've lost boobage by droping the OC.
I mean it's not terrible - makes bra shopping much easier.

And if worse come to terrible they could always be purchased (the boobs that is).

Then it's abs AND boobies.

Works for me.

 

[nycgirl]

had to bring out the old 34 D bras today... by by DD's... I am losing all my "real" breast tissue again.. thank god I have the twins or I would have nothing left.. Isn't it cruel how when us ladies get into shape we want are asses etc to go away yet are boobs are the first things to go... I am starting to get that horrible hole in my chest... you know where the ribs connect in between the boobs I am one of the lucky ladies that the connection shows like a mo-fo when I lean down... Ladies who have this problem know what I am talking about... its fucking WEIRD!! its the most noticeable when I lay down... it looks like I have a hole in between my boobs like god just didn't give me a bone there and you can see the other bones around it... GROSS!!!! so yeah hopefully this means that my upper body is about done leaning out and my lower half will start doing its job... and my freaking stomach is still bloody bloated I feel like I have gained 5 pounds and I have worked my ASS off this week... so also a little pissed about that... grr... okay enough of my bitching... I am going to go take a long bath and then meditate... I am so not present right now its upseting... KAY I done... have a good one ladies

Girl, there are women would kill to be a 34D. I know exactly what you are saying. I was DD territory before I started this lifestyle. I hated the way they use to lie to the side when I layed down (not sexy, not sexy at all). I'm now a C cup and they are perky and sit right on top of my chest when I lie on my back. Now if only the fat in my back would disappear.