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Thank you everybody for your well wishes, trying not to cry right now, UGGGG! :rolleyes:

Anyway, my family doctor is awesome and he is going to phone me tonight to discuss the results further and I go see him on Monday. Such an overwhelming thing to be told I need to get clarification on so much more cause when I was told my mind went blank so everything else that was said is kinda a blur.

But I am going to stay strong especially for my family, I deal with stress by joking around so if make some jokes from time to time about my situation I don't want anyone to be offended.

:heart: :heart: :heart: Thanks again! :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:
 
You'll be in my prayers, CK. :heart: We are here if you need us. I can imagine it's tough, but when you needs some positive vibes don't feel that you can't request some. :)

Thinking of you... :rose:
 
FlyBrownChick said:
You'll be in my prayers, CK. :heart: We are here if you need us. I can imagine it's tough, but when you needs some positive vibes don't feel that you can't request some. :)

Thinking of you... :rose:

I just don't want anymore vibes growing in my head, ha ha, sorry and the jokes begin. Thank you very much, I will trust me :heart:

ps... where are your pics, hmmmmm????
 
ok so no exercise yesterday, the day before or today, now I am growling. I am gaining weight. Things seemed so much easier when I lived with my parents. Well, time to get off this what is becoming a big butt and do something.

I have to go to the gym tomorrow or workout out at home. It is better than nothing. I have to go through my boxes and find my old cardio tapes and do the weights at home. The eating is getting back on track.

I talked to my family doctor and things are a little better, the tumor is not cancer but I will have to watch that it doesn't grow for the rest of my life. I have a damaged blood vessel in my neck so I have to watch the weights now, which seems funny to me, don't know why it just does. As for the stroke, it is what it is and they are doing everything they can so it doesn't happen again. It pisses me off when you are doing everything right to stay healthy and teach your children how to live a healthy lifestyle and this happens.

:)
 
ck2006 said:
ok so no exercise yesterday, the day before or today, now I am growling. I am gaining weight. Things seemed so much easier when I lived with my parents. Well, time to get off this what is becoming a big butt and do something.

I have to go to the gym tomorrow or workout out at home. It is better than nothing. I have to go through my boxes and find my old cardio tapes and do the weights at home. The eating is getting back on track.

I talked to my family doctor and things are a little better, the tumor is not cancer but I will have to watch that it doesn't grow for the rest of my life. I have a damaged blood vessel in my neck so I have to watch the weights now, which seems funny to me, don't know why it just does. As for the stroke, it is what it is and they are doing everything they can so it doesn't happen again. It pisses me off when you are doing everything right to stay healthy and teach your children how to live a healthy lifestyle and this happens.

:)
CK, my heart is with you, ONE because for the rest of my life I will have to track every little minor bump in ANYTHING that may appear abnormal, whether physical or biochemical etc. I can only imagine how it must feel to have a family to support when you are looked upon as 'the strong one' .. but YOU SO ARE STRONG ...

I do suggest trying talking to some other specialists with a different approach to hanadling these types of issues, hollistic, yoga, accupunture, massage therapists... whatever ... $$ comes into play but when I say 2nd, 4th, 6th & 10th opinions DO matter, your mental health as well as physical is KEY to your survival... it can change your thinking & highly make a solid impact on your life... I only wish I had done that, I had to do this all by myself it feels like ... then I found EF and changed my life...

I am here for you HOW EVER you need me ... in every way I can be given our limitations... :rose:
 
*Bunny* said:
CK, my heart is with you, ONE because for the rest of my life I will have to track every little minor bump in ANYTHING that may appear abnormal, whether physical or biochemical etc. I can only imagine how it must feel to have a family to support when you are looked upon as 'the strong one' .. but YOU SO ARE STRONG ...

I do suggest trying talking to some other specialists with a different approach to hanadling these types of issues, hollistic, yoga, accupunture, massage therapists... whatever ... $$ comes into play but when I say 2nd, 4th, 6th & 10th opinions DO matter, your mental health as well as physical is KEY to your survival... it can change your thinking & highly make a solid impact on your life... I only wish I had done that, I had to do this all by myself it feels like ... then I found EF and changed my life...

I am here for you HOW EVER you need me ... :rose:

Thank you so very much. I know I sound like such a cry baby, just pissed off things are going the way they are supposed to right now, I guess you could call it my little tantrum. I know I am the only one who can change things. We are taking your advice and looking for other opinions. We were already taking about acupucture and I just want to go for a massage :)

My husband is the strong silent type and I think he is about to explode right away which I think is a good thing.

I do have to say my family has been wonderful, we are all still in a little shock, I am more worried about my mom, she isn't taking the news so well. I phone her everyday now in the morning and say "I'm not dead yet". Just my way of trying to make her laugh.

We didn't realize the freakiness of saying it outloud, we joked around about the test results turning out this way but we actually didn't think it would be.

and yes EF is awesome, so many great people to offer advice and give support, and I love hearing about everybodies elses successes, I know that it is what also keeps me motivated! :heart:

Thank you for your advice and support! I am sure in a couple of days I will buck up and things will hopefully go back to what can hopefully be normal. Just have to get through the rest of the tests, and hope for the best, it is what it is!

but I do have four amazing children, one wonderful husband and I am and will always be grateful for what is :heart:
 
What IS normal anyway ?~?~?~? ... no apologies EVER ... you feel the way you NEED to feel, no matta WHAT the circumstances... stroke, cancer, heartattack, stub you dang toes, broke your nail, whatever ...

You should be in shock!

You are blessed with a loving supportive family...

I can kinda relate to the strong silent type ... I'm like "explode already danngit?!?!?" hee hee :D I've beyond lost my mind about now, but ya know what .. I'm smiling :) Late for my MASS-age b/c I gotta check up on you ...

:rolleyes: Biatch ... :rose:
 
*Bunny* said:
What IS normal anyway ?~?~?~? ... no apologies EVER ... you feel the way you NEED to feel, no matta WHAT the circumstances... stroke, cancer, heartattack, stub you dang toes, broke your nail, whatever ...

You should be in shock!

You are blessed with a loving supportive family...

I can kinda relate to the strong silent type ... I'm like "explode already danngit?!?!?" hee hee :D I've beyond lost my mind about now, but ya know what .. I'm smiling :) Late for my MASS-age b/c I gotta check up on you ...

:rolleyes: Biatch ... :rose:

Cutie!, hurry up and get your ass going, hop there and you might get there sooner! Thank you for taking the time to check up on me, but gees girl don't be late for a massage! :heart:
 
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