Okay bros I totally fucked up!!!!!!!. I have been dating my girlfriend for about 4 years now, I have never ever cheated on her. But I have gotten online and talk to few chicks mostly it was for boredom and was horny. So I have a webcam and send few pictures of me and they would send pictures back or whatever it was mostly like watching porn if anything. Anyways some how she got hold of my password of my email and she saw the pics I sent to these chicks. And she call me crying!!!!!! and doesnt want to deal with me ever again. I personally feel like shit I love this girl soooooo much. she doesnt believe anything I say is like my words dont count. I dont want to loose her I actually wanted to have kids and married this girl. I'm so lost right now is crazy!!!!. And yeah at 250lbs I did cry because it hurts that I was sooo stupid for even doing that. Any guys have any advice on this??? help bros!!! also on PCT so clomid doesnt help