Because I am a believer. "Against all hope we believe." because of what we have seen when we had faith. And I believe this. If I abstain from premarital sex and do my best to avoid masturbation, I believe that God will bless me with a wonderful marriage, it that is in his plans for me. Otherwise, I'll just continue to be one of his soldiers. I slaved for God this weekend and it felt so good that I can't put it into words. Friday night, I did manual labor work, hardest work I've done in years. Shoveling dirt, branches and leaves into the back of a pickup for several hours. I was covered in dirt and sweat and thouroughly exhausted when we finished.