Look at you... are you just thrilled to SEE those pictures Tcake? It's like you peeled yourself OUT of your shell, yes, physically too. Wow, I am SO proud of you. I cannot even put into words your accomplishments. I know what it feels like to sit in a state of amazement when people tell you such things, and sing your praises... seems kind of surreal at times like "this is really for me???"
Your dedication is awesome ... simply AWESOME. Be very proud of yourself and in times when your mind goes back to the 'old' days... erase those thought patterns b/c THAT girl is now a grown beautiful women that spreads such happiness & motivation you need not waste any negative energy on old habits ...
Easier said than done? Sure, but look at everything you've done then ask yourself again how hard it is really ...