Sorry guys

[kingc_79]

Yea keep trying, maybe double the dose of valium next time!

Ok ok just kidding it was a cheap shot I admit

If you tried to commit suicide and failed isnt that telling you something? No damnit not that you're a failure but that maybe it isnt your time. God has a plan for you just wait it out

sorry dont mean to sound like a butt...but that was stupid and uncalled for.

 

[Advaik]

sorry dont mean to sound like a butt...but that was stupid and uncalled for.

i know hey i ended it on a good note atleast! give me some credit...

 

[Lord_Suston]

Failure is only temporary if you get up and try some more. Don't ever quit because in the end you want to be able to say to yourself I gave it my all....

 

[Zander1983]

It has all been said really... But, I still need to say that I don't want to see you give up like this. Its unacceptable and we won't stand for it.

 

[SofaGeorge]

thaibox... I'm waving the red flag again... if you are to the point you are drowning in a bottle of ambien YOU HAVE CHEMICAL DEPRESSION! Quit ignoring it and get treated. Treating your depression is the first step you need to take to start succeeding again.

 

[Tiervexx]

thaibox... I'm waving the red flag again... if you are to the point you are drowning in a bottle of ambien YOU HAVE CHEMICAL DEPRESSION! Quit ignoring it and get treated. Treating your depression is the first step you need to take to start succeeding again.

i think sofa is on to something. You might hate yourself a lot less if you got some zyoloft or something.

 

[c3bodybuilding]

Listen to Sofa on this one. Get to a doctor and FAST. When you get to that point, it's not going to end anytime soon. It will only get worse. You need to talk to someone, and get on some medicine asap.

I had very bad depression, and tried something similiar. I quickly realised that it wasn't the answer. I went and got help. 4 years later, and my life is great. I look back, and I don't even think that person was me.

You don't have to deal with this alone, get help. If you need help, or need to talk, please PM me anytime. You have many people here who care for you, don't shut yourself out.

 

[PlatnumKowboy]

I don't know if this will mean anything to you Thaibox but there is this old Zen story that I really like. It reminds you to ignore the past and the future but be sure to enjoy the present moment.

"One day while walking through the wilderness a man stumbled upon a vicious tiger. He ran but soon came to the edge of a high cliff. Desperate to save himself, he climbed down a vine and dangled over the fatal precipice. As he hung there, two mice, one white and one black, appeared from a hole in the cliff and began gnawing on the vine. Suddenly, he noticed on the vine a plump wild strawberry. He plucked it and popped it in his mouth. It was incredibly delicious!"

 

[Devastation]

I went thru a bout with depression 3 yrs ago. never did get help, tried od'ing, never got help, life went straight down the shitter. once I fully hit bottom, i had no place to go but up. and now i have the most positive attitude about anything in life in general and have no one else to thank but myself.


you are not your disease. you are not your injury.

never be complete, never be content. sometimes you have to go backwards to move forward. evolve and move forward.

 

[argent]

Thaibox, your opinions are highly valued on these boards bro. You've helped more people, directly or indirectly, than you probably realize. The best thing you can do for yourself is go talk to someone. A doctor or shrink will be able to help you out, but don't overlook talking to someone else about it either. Sometimes it helps just to know that someone else knows what your going through and how your feeling.