I too refraind from posting on your last thread because I didn't know you. But I do know this... These guys here on the board really do care, there not telling you all this to try and make themselves look better, I know most of them and they really are that genuinly kind hearted. Like they said we all have our ups and downs. Someone once quoted me something that has really stuck with me " That which doesn't kill me, only makes me stronger" That couldn't be any more correct. You really do have alot to offer...everyone was looking very forward to meeting you at Clints and were disapointed when you didn't show up, that just goes to show you how great these guys really are. You couldn't ask for better friends than the ones you have made here on elite. Keep your head up, God obviously has GREAT plans for you!