Thank you very much but I am far from a monster, the positive compliments are really what I need to get motivated and get off the painkillers, I will not disappoint you guys-I am just under 6' tall-my goal now is to get back up over 3 bills, it's funny how muscle memory works, I will look like a different person in a couple of weeks-thanx again for the positive compliments, you guys are saving my life from these goddamn painkillers, I am sooooooo much happier when I'm jacked versus being fucked up, keep the positive motivation up (even if you have to lie, it makes me feel awesome-lol)