agreed. i try to think the same way, and succeed for short stretches at a time. but perhaps the primary difference between you and me in this regard is that you're generally a happy and well-adjusted person. whereas i...am learning. trying. but i often fall back into that "nothing means anything, why bother" pit of despair kind of thing.
other than that, though, shit is great. good times. i'm choking down a bit of rice and some white meat right now. ugh.
i won't fail this time, though. sometimes when i hit a wall, i say fuck it. i'm not progressing, why bother. not this time, though.