Ever feel like life is just too hard? Getting up in the morning, fucking tired, doing a job that pretty much sucks, getting home after it is dark, day in and day out.....what will I be doing in 5 years? 10? My life damn well be better cos if it doesn't get any better it ain't worth it!
I'm going to sound like one of those seminar speakers, but either you are going to have to force yourself to like what is happening to you right now and deal with it, or you are going to have to take steps in your life right now to do something better. Everyone has these thoughts but it's always tomorrow tomorrow (same thing with me, I'm no better), but one day you are going to open your eyes and see that there's not too many tomorrows left (at least I realize this and know something has to be done *soon). You need to start saving up some cash and build some good credit and start invsting in SOMETHING. How old are you? If it's not too late, go to college for something you LIKE to do.