Here we go!!!!

[figurechamp]

Sorry I dropped the f-bomb a lot in my last post. I do that when I'm really excited or pissed off.

 

[dmk777]

Hey FC, lmfao at your post chic,also I'm going to gives these bad boys a shot lol they sound delicious ,
Great job on the scale and too with the posing , I watched a programme last night bout it and it don't look too easy lol,
You got me hungry reading this lol might have to hunt out a celery stick ! That sucks haha

 

[figurechamp]

This might not apply to too many here coz it looks like there's a lot of figure and bikini girls in here, but I wonder if anyone has ever felt like they look like a freak? I'm probably in the best shape of my life, having lost 8 lbs do far, seeing cuts and separations in a lot of places, and more is expected as I'm 14 weeks out from my first projected show date. And I'm tall. And my hair is cut into a short inverted bob. And sometimes I'm afraid I look like a freak. My husband tells me how good I look and I can see what he's talking about-- I think-- but no one else says anything. Ever. So then I get inside my own head, probably too much, and I start to wonder if no one is saying anything bc they think I look weird or "man-ish." or just too big. It makes me wish I had more of a figure body-- coz those girls are always smokin hot. And there always like a size two. I'm a size ten. I'd have to drop soooo much weight to get near there. F that.

I suppose I'm rambling. I guess I just have some serious issues regarding my perception of my own body.

In other news , that stupid scale dropped to 169!!! I'm right where I need to be to hit my target weight-- I need to drop 14 more pounds and there's 14 weeks left. Whoop whoop!

 

[RADAR]

Do what feels right for you girl forget the haters

 

[brittneyleigh79]

Diddo!! ^^^^

Sent from my ADR6400L using EliteFitness

 

[dmk777]

Girl you wouldn't be human if things like that didn't cross your mind, lol but look at it this way even them gals your talking bout even think that, so what is perfect ?? No body ! And if we were all the same the world would be a dull place!,

Well done on the scale!!: )

 

[figurechamp]

Help!!!

Just when I thought I was all beasty and shit, my left shoulder gave out. I didn't do anything to cause injury. I just woke up one morning and it hurt. I think it's joint coz rubbing it doesn't help and it's incredibly stiff. Raising my arm to parallel is painful. And above my head? Forget it. Drying my hair with the blow dryer realllyyyy sucks!!

And then, just when I was casually walking around campus, my knee joint gave out. And now it hurts too.

Never have had these problems before. But it certainly affects my lifting. My bench is down, my shoulder press is down. Tomorrow is leg day. Who knows how that's gonna go.

And I'm drinking the gelatin in some of my shakes.

What's goin on? Is it bc I'm dropping weight that my joints are starting to hurt? This sucks!!! Suggestions please!!!

 

[RADAR]

add some Krill oil to your diet,are you drinking enough water?

 

[figurechamp]

add some Krill oil to your diet,are you drinking enough water?

What's krill oil? Yes, I'm drinking a ridiculous amount of water. I practically float! Lol.

 

[figurechamp]

I'm tired. And discouraged. Shoulder is still painful and my knee keeps popping. Resorted to 5 and 10 lb DB for shoulders today. Major blast to my ego. I was doing 40s for laterals and 60 for presses. I don't even think I can say I got a pump going today. The reps were high but I guess not high enough.

I just wanna eat. I wanna eat regular food, not this crap. And I don't wanna pose or do cardio. I wanna go to bed. For the rest of the day. Sigh.

At least tomorrow I get my cheat meal.

I hate everything today.