Flor Is At It Again!!

[florencia]

April 29

May 14

May 20 sorry blurry

June 2

 

[HiDnGoD]

Good Lord, woman! Your idea of imperfection = a lot of peoples idea of perfection, LOL.
I do see a definite progression with your abs showing. And shoulders too, I think.

 

[badgergrl]

April 29

May 14

May 20 sorry blurry

June 2

You tiny woman!

 

[florencia]

YOU think I am tiny!!! I have to think like you!!!!Wise woman!
Oh God I have serious problems!!!
I realized yesterday talking to Paulina (18) that I feel pressured by all the advertisement in this globalized world.
I.E. If I am wearing a cute slinky dress, feel good, and like myself in the mirror...
BUT if anything that I can compare myself to coms by...OMG...
I feel like a worm.
I am being honest so please don't minimize my feelings.
I know I am sexy, I know I have someone who loves me and likes me ALOT.
I turn him on and on....
It is al in my head...
Right now that I am gaining some LBM and feel tighter and have gained size, jeans are proof, They fit almost like if they were Lycras...LOL...Not tight, yet full.
If I see or hear anyone admiring that...I feel huge!!!!Fat..yuck!
Damn it! I have to understand that I am who I am, and my body is the only one I have to change and make best of what I have.
Now that is a challenge!!!
Gun's and Roses concert was a joke!
Supposed to start at 9:00...at 11:30....riot started people burned G n R t shirt...Beer cups started flying...etc...so we left! damn it he cam out at 1:00 ....
So much for living in the past!
Today I was late for school car pool...ran out the door with my slinky dress, easiest to put on..I feel good!
Had a great back/chest workout yesterday.
Tricpes feel tight, back neck too!
Every move I make feels muscle breathing!!!
I am happy and have decided that I am the owner of my feelings...
I am what I think... So I must think good of myself and not slip with peoples' comments.
People may comment but that does not make ME less!
Toxic....

 

[bostongirl2you]

April 29

May 14

May 20 sorry blurry

June 2

Stunning as always Flor!!

 

[HiDnGoD]

People are like computers & we are our own programmers. If we program ouselves (stinky thoughts) a certian way, we begin to feel that way.
Positive self talk is soooo important.
Today's media has such an impact on people; in magazine advertizing, music videos, movies, and TV commercials. Not much of it is positive.
You are the only one who has to live with yourself 24/7. You are such a beautiful person, in attitude, appearance, and how you deal with people here. Don't let yourself forget that.

 

[florencia]

People are like computers & we are our own programmers. If we program ouselves (stinky thoughts) a certian way, we begin to feel that way.
Positive self talk is soooo important.
Today's media has such an impact on people; in magazine advertizing, music videos, movies, and TV commercials. Not much of it is positive.
You are the only one who has to live with yourself 24/7. You are such a beautiful person, in attitude, appearance, and how you deal with people here. Don't let yourself forget that.

Thanks HiDnGod...I will program myself right.
I don't know if the AAS has just agravated my problem or the media.
Thank you for feedback. I love my wit, charm, I really do, just physical flaws are
seen by my with maginfying glass.
Software is ready for my personal CPU!!! Thanks!

 

[florencia]

Have had a great day!
DEEP muscle massage on mondays remember?
M1 3 egg whites 1 slice cheese, coffee
M2 1 met rx bar 1 diet coke
M3 7 grain bread sandwich with 3 oz. turkey breast lettuce 1 slice american cheese. Crystal light.
M4 TBD...
Thristy!!!!

 

[*Bunny*]

 

[florencia]

Back at you!
M4 3gg whites 1 slice cheese 4 oz sweet potato.
crysal light.
I am sooo swollen indentions on ankles...face from nap...LOL
Anyone want to guess why? No soy...