Dear Diary... Love, CB

[Cutiebolic]

Love your posts. Jealous that you woke up with another ab! Lol. That never happens to me! I sometimes wake up and I've misplaced one.

Not for long ;p

 

[figurechamp]

Ok... So at about 3 am I wake up ravenous and shaky. Couldn't fall back asleep. Definite hunger.

Not surprising I guess but 2 nights in a row of that were enough to indicate that something else would be needed.

So I did what any reasonable muscle-chick would do, and ate 4 oz of lean sirloin. Lol

So hard to know when I'm losing what I should be losing without losing what I shouldn't be losing.

Not adding $hit to my own plan without talking to my trainer, though. He'll be getting an email today... So stoked for leg day! It's like Christmas, minus the screaming niece and nephew ;p

I am at the cusp of bodyfat % that makes me a little more nervous...a little less comfortable, a little less motivated. For now, I'm psyched to uncover the next bit of evidence that I busted my butt during the off season!

xo

PS major life drama... Ugh. Not gonna be a freaking victim, not gonna be a rearing biatch either... Just gonna stay calm and address the sitch -- why? I'm a baller ;D

Lmao!!! Your last sentence made me think of something I heard on espn yesterday and I've adopted it as my mantra. Terrell Suggs told skip Bayless on the show, First and Ten, "Ball soooo hard!" that's what I do. I ball so hard. Hahahahaha!!!!

 

[caligirl85]

Lmao!!! Your last sentence made me think of something I heard on espn yesterday and I've adopted it as my mantra. Terrell Suggs told skip Bayless on the show, First and Ten, "Ball soooo hard!" that's what I do. I ball so hard. Hahahahaha!!!!

lol..I like it!

You got this CB! I'm there with ya...and staying calm and not engaging in the war takes all the power away. Stay strong! We're behind ya 100%.

 

[Cutiebolic]

Love it, girls!

We be ballin' now

And you're right, Cali...it's just not worth it.

 

[caligirl85]

Love it, girls!

We be ballin' now

And you're right, Cali...it's just not worth it.

It's awfully tempting though. I'm running at about 80% of not engaging! Had a mild slip up a few days ago. lol

 

[dmk777]

Yeah the lords prayer "let us lead Not into temptation" lol. You can do this girl you ha e the EF army backing you up we will beat the shit outa temptation !!

 

[miplank]

Lmao!!! Your last sentence made me think of something I heard on espn yesterday and I've adopted it as my mantra. Terrell Suggs told skip Bayless on the show, First and Ten, "Ball soooo hard!" that's what I do. I ball so hard. Hahahahaha!!!!

I bawl so hard...

 

[Cutiebolic]

I bawl so hard...

Yeah... You should probably try to regulate that

 

[miplank]

lol

 

[Cutiebolic]

lol

Unless your wife likes it. Then keep doing it. She's the boss.