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DBOL only cyle FAIL!

the small soldier

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I'm aborting my cycle!!! I nearly killed myself today I was so depressed. The high is high but the LOW is fucking LOW. I took some Adex and I'll be eating lots of saturated fats, fruits veggies Zinc for the next couple days. I Won't be running any PCT for 2 does of dbol, I'll see how I feel over the next week. The pumps were nice, the enduracne was nice, BUT NOT WORTH THE last 9 hours of agony. I'm just now feeling somewhat normal. If you do a DBOL only, spread out the doses EVENLY or you WILL CRASH HARD and it sucks so horribly. I almost called a crisis hotline because I felt suicidal for about an hour. I will NEVER run a short acting oral as a single dose or without a longer acting ester. NEVER. I'll post blood work when I get it done.
 
You seriously thought about committing suicide? Sounds like you have severe underlying depression issues... And the dbol just made them more apparent, not cause all of it. I've never heard of anyone wanting to kill themselves after a couple days on dbol...
 
Damn, glad you are OK SS. I been with the Dbol for a month and have never felt the depression. What wad you dose? Was the D legit?




the small soldier said:
I'm aborting my cycle!!! I nearly killed myself today I was so depressed. The high is high but the LOW is fucking LOW. I took some Adex and I'll be eating lots of saturated fats, fruits veggies Zinc for the next couple days. I Won't be running any PCT for 2 does of dbol, I'll see how I feel over the next week. The pumps were nice, the enduracne was nice, BUT NOT WORTH THE last 9 hours of agony. I'm just now feeling somewhat normal. If you do a DBOL only, spread out the doses EVENLY or you WILL CRASH HARD and it sucks so horribly. I almost called a crisis hotline because I felt suicidal for about an hour. I will NEVER run a short acting oral as a single dose or without a longer acting ester. NEVER. I'll post blood work when I get it done.
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thanks guys, to be honest I was only on 15 mg. I took it in the morning. I did a test and Dianabol cycle in 2008 and i was FINE. I don't know what caused these issues. I do not have a problem with depression, I'm a happy person and very hard to get down. I have however Had bouts with anxiety and sometimes the two go hand in hand, but I do NOT have suicidal ideations on a regular basis by any means. I ate a high fat meal and took some zinc, got a good nights sleep and I feel like my normal self again. I'm not taking dbol anymore. It's POSSIBLE I was just having anxiety and the dbol crash made it worse, maybe I should have taken 30 mg spread out over hte day or maybe taken 10 and 5 to keep myself level IDK, but it's not an expirament I'm willing to try again. I know the gear is good because i bought it at an overseas pharmacy.
 
Sounds like the Bol is bunk gear, you sure the source was legit? I was on 30mg a day taken in 10mg doses, from what I experienced and have read these are not normal
side effects. I felt great on it and never down. Again, sounds like your Dbol is not right. Glad you are OK bro.
 
never heard of such a thing.. i have run dbol only and beastdrol cycles alone several times.

probably the hormone fluctuations causing you to become suicidal, i hate to say it but might not want to use AAS anymore since the hormonal changes are bothering you
 
steve I think it is the hormones I'm very anxious. I was doing ok this morning but I still feel off. I don't know what to do. I'm def not going to cycle again until I NEED to (HRT) I'm going to train naturally and just focus on diet and training this is not fun I'm scared. I'm afraid of this feeling of the anxiety. I'm sure it will resolve on its own in time, but how much time I don't know, It's hard to sleep and relax, if ANYONE has any advice please help me.
 
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steve I think it is the hormones I'm very anxious. I was doing ok this morning but I still feel off. I don't know what to do. I'm def not going to cycle again until I NEED to (HRT) I'm going to train naturally and just focus on diet and training this is not fun I'm scared. I'm afraid of this feeling of the anxiety. I'm sure it will resolve on its own in time, but how much time I don't know, It's hard to sleep and relax, if ANYONE has any advice please help me.
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Go to a doctor for anxiety. They'll prescribe you meds. I def wouldn't be using aas... Because it sounds like you have bad anxiety issues and the hormone fluctuation caused it to downward spiral into panic attacks/severe depression/thoughts of suicide. You probably experienced something similar to bad acid trip lol.

You'll be okay bro, just lay of the aas for awhile until you get over the anxiety problem.

Call up a good friend or two and hang out with them and do something... Having good people around seems to help me the rare times I get anxiety.
 
for anxiety, step one is to breathe
people that have heard me say this, or seen me type it out are probably sick of it but it works...so I'm gonna type it out again...

breathe in for a count of 4, and breathe out for a count of 8...as many times as it takes to calm down..if you do this it works 100% percent of the time, I promise. I've calmed down more than a cpl hundred psyche patients with that.
I would guess hormone fluctuations pricked at an underlying depression and anxiety...don't use AAS again until at the very least you get to the bottom of what the underlying issue is.
If it makes you feel any better I love some var, and hate some var for a very similar problem...but Im a chick with an underlying hormone issue to make it more of an aggravation and can just drop it cold turkey w/o probs

If you genuinely get suicidal here is a good place to talk to people because people here will understand you've used anabolics, but for any type of critical sitch...call a hotline or get yourself to an emergency room
its not something to fool around with
 
the small soldier said:
steve I think it is the hormones I'm very anxious. I was doing ok this morning but I still feel off. I don't know what to do. I'm def not going to cycle again until I NEED to (HRT) I'm going to train naturally and just focus on diet and training this is not fun I'm scared. I'm afraid of this feeling of the anxiety. I'm sure it will resolve on its own in time, but how much time I don't know, It's hard to sleep and relax, if ANYONE has any advice please help me.
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train naturally. get your head back and get back your balance.

before you go to a doc and get put on anxiety meds the rest of your life (my X is on and the meds make her even crazier and she can't stop taking them or she turns psycho now) i would find a swimming pool, sauna, yoga studio.. and add those to your weekly regime. clear out the shit out of your body. also a full body 1 hour massage is great to release the toxins followed up by a ton of water and green tea. try that. acupuncture is even better. find a good (use google) acupuncturist and tell them straight up you want a full body de-tox treatment. you will feel 100X better trust me.

you have a lot of shit built up in your body and toxins. so work on releasing them. shirlene brung up a good point about breathing, you probably haven't breathed properly in a long time so work on your breathing

its amazing what the above will do for a person but its not the treatment a doctor will put you on as there is no money in advising that.

then later on if you feel better down the road run something like primo or var.. stay away from the hard stuff. sounds like you got some potent dbol and you over dosed it which spiked your bp and anxiety.
 
You should always spread the dose of orals anyway, to keep blood levels stable.

However, i'm not convinced the steroids are your problem. Sounds like you may need to see a doctor pal. Steroids should not cause sever mental issues such as those you described. Especially 2 doses. . .
 
If you go to the doc, do NOT tell him that you were taking roids! Give your self a week or so for it to get out of your system and maybe order some unleashed and hcgenerate. That stuff will make you feel better about yourself, no doubt. Good luck


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LOTS OF GOOD HELP guys. The breathing techniques I do and it helped, but this wasn;'t a bout of anxiety it was 2 days of agony. I ate A BIG fatty meal and took lots of zinc. I went to bed and slept for about 8 hours just now. I can say I feel 100x better than yesterday and about 50x better than this morning. I did some research it seems that DBOL an affect some people very quickly it's possble my natural test TANKED after the first dose and the waiting period between doses caused my estro to rise, because I felt ok after taking the ADEX, but after about 12 hours the feeling starated to creep back. I did not want to play with my hormones and make it worse so I went off. I'm going to an endo at the end of the week to see about my levels. If my hormones are all normal I'm going to a psych counselor to see if it's possible for a hormonal imbalance to trigger a panic attack. Technially I do not have a diagnosis of anxiety, but I am predisposed. Actually lifting elmiinates my anxiety all together, I'm not gonna mess up a good thing. If I need hormones when I'm old so be it, but for now I'll be training naturally, with the exception of possible some Sarms AFTER I get my blood work back and after my next PL meet
 
the small soldier said:
I'm aborting my cycle!!! I nearly killed myself today I was so depressed. The high is high but the LOW is fucking LOW. I took some Adex and I'll be eating lots of saturated fats, fruits veggies Zinc for the next couple days. I Won't be running any PCT for 2 does of dbol, I'll see how I feel over the next week. The pumps were nice, the enduracne was nice, BUT NOT WORTH THE last 9 hours of agony. I'm just now feeling somewhat normal. If you do a DBOL only, spread out the doses EVENLY or you WILL CRASH HARD and it sucks so horribly. I almost called a crisis hotline because I felt suicidal for about an hour. I will NEVER run a short acting oral as a single dose or without a longer acting ester. NEVER. I'll post blood work when I get it done.
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Never heard that bro... I do know that it happens with some people when it comes to other steroids. Sucks bro. You have to be careful with this type of stiff. You sure it was dbol?? How big were you before you started???
 
rutman said:
If you go to the doc, do NOT tell him that you were taking roids! Give your self a week or so for it to get out of your system and maybe order some unleashed and hcgenerate. That stuff will make you feel better about yourself, no doubt. Good luck


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this is the worst advice imaginable
sure wait something out if you think you can but there are three people you NEVER lie to
your priest (if you have one)
your attorney
and
your doctor

your doctor is bound by hipaa and cant say shit to anyone about anything
and needs to have an idea what theyre working with in order to not prescribe something that may be contraindicated and kill you and to have an idea what direction to go in in the way of labs etc
 
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I had bad anxiety when I was on tren.
I was depressed n sad.
Fuck I couldn't sleep without thinking of stupid things.
Some days I could hear my heart palpations. It's was horrible.

I would suggest you to do more cardio, yoga and meditation to get rigid of your anxiety bro.

Try to solve it naturally with out any medication,
 
I did a low dose cycle of dbol as a bridge and only gained a little strength but I got a face and chest full of acne. I'm done with that stuff for good now, just doesn't sit well for me for some reason.
 
machine23 said:
Never heard that bro... I do know that it happens with some people when it comes to other steroids. Sucks bro. You have to be careful with this type of stiff. You sure it was dbol?? How big were you before you started???
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I was 208 when I started I lost my appetite I'm down to 203, my muscles look the same though It was probably mostly water weight. My body still feels dense and strong, my emotions were out of control. I'm at work now and feeling better, but by no means 100%. I did cardio in the morning and I called a crisis hotline we did breathing exercises, they helped some, but I knew those techniques from nursing, it just helped having a friendly voice, and yes I told the guy I took a steroid.

IF I'm not better by tomorrow I'll be seeing my family Doc. He used to be a traveling Dr. with the WWE HE KNOWS steroids well and their use so I'm hoping he can have some insight and if he suggests I see and endo I'm sure he knows of a good one.

thanks you (mostly) all for all the support I've been having a rough couple of days. And im 90% sure it's the DBOL because I haven't changed anything in my life except for that.
 
sounds like you got it under control man...good luck...I mean that seriously

drop me a pm if you ever wanna vent
Ive got crazy shit goin on myself but I pop in a lot and answer pms via my phone if I can
 
shirlene29 said:
sounds like you got it under control man...good luck...I mean that seriously

drop me a pm if you ever wanna vent
Ive got crazy shit goin on myself but I pop in a lot and answer pms via my phone if I can
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thanks very nice of you and it's a two way street so If you need ME for anything I'm always willing to listen, thanks again.
 
Omfg why r u reviving this thread? Stop posting in all these threads for help. We acknowledged your thread and asked for stats. Post them up if you want advice
 
stevesmi said:
never heard of such a thing.. i have run dbol only and beastdrol cycles alone several times.

probably the hormone fluctuations causing you to become suicidal, i hate to say it but might not want to use AAS anymore since the hormonal changes are bothering you
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Yea Dbol is actually supposed to cause feelings of well being.
 
I had to stop reading your retarded post. I get a feeling you make stupid decisions in life and will pay for them eventually... It's a wild speculation, but you can't even handle the internets...
 
jake17g said:
Hey guys I'm new here. And I need some help from you guys


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Ya good way to bump a thread. Do it again and you can enjoy a timeout
 
the small soldier said:
steve I think it is the hormones I'm very anxious. I was doing ok this morning but I still feel off. I don't know what to do. I'm def not going to cycle again until I NEED to (HRT) I'm going to train naturally and just focus on diet and training this is not fun I'm scared. I'm afraid of this feeling of the anxiety. I'm sure it will resolve on its own in time, but how much time I don't know, It's hard to sleep and relax, if ANYONE has any advice please help me.
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How old are you? If you are really young then possibly the hormones could throw you out of whack emotionally really bad. But you did say you already did a cycle before so the next question is:
If what you got was really dbol or not cheque drops or something else that really fucks with guys heads. At any rate good on you for stepping back and doing the prudent thing right now for your own benefit. Lots of guys want to push through a cycle, side effects be damned.
 
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