For those who have not met him...I am a fair sized guy....when we met up I was around 225-230 he is like a f'n eclipse....pics don't do him justice.....
Motivation comes from all aspects of my life. Sometimes it is that "hate" that I never release in my real life. It is the one time where I can be mean and realease all of those emotions that I hide deep inside. Sometimes it is love, hate, fear, being scared, etc... Sometimes when I finish...I am literally crying...
Find your emotion...find it. Find the passion in your training. It is not something that you can just do...it just is.
well all I think you need to do now is eat and sleep and relax because it sounds like training is going well. You looked real strong in the rep department, I really don't think you will have a problem there at all....
I just ask for your prayers. I have been up now for several days. 40+ hours straight. I slept an hour or two the night before. Haven't slept more than 2 hours since Thursday. When things calm down...I wil get better...through prayer.