Thanks for the advice bros, but I must say, there is no doubt Horny has hit the nail on the head. Antiestrogens have not worked, and I see no reason why that is going to change. Even though my low test levels may be attributed to bad use of steroids, the view I get is that after 9 months they should have rose to normal levels by now. I can only conclude there is another reason behind this that I am unlikely to ever find out.......the doctor and endocrinologist have been a complete waste of time....literally. They have had me wait, wait and wait, yet the only answer they can come up with is 'we'll give it another 4 months (that will be August) and if it hasn't come back to within normal levels we'll have to think about testosterone injections'. WTF makes them think anything is going to change??
My way of life is training, eating and trying to perfect my body, yet it will NEVER happen unless something is sorted out, and that means test injections. Not only am i being denied the chance to achieve my goals, but i am suffering from low sex drive, an estrogen imbalance (fat deposits), infertility for Gods sake, and ofcourse, as mentioned already but cannot be undervalued, the inability to put on muscle mass. I should be 40 lbs heavier than I am.
Stew, you said test injections should be a last resort, well, this is the last of the last of the last of all resorts. I have tried EVERYTHING. Even the endocrinologist is bemused by it all.
All I can do is get the best out of this situation. I am seeing my doctor today and I am much better equiped because of Horny to argue my case. Nevertheless Stew Meat, simply because your advice does not suit me does not mean you are wrong. As IG said I am not normal and you probably didn't take that into account.
I will post any updates. If you have anything to add please do. Also, I don't know what the docs are like over there but they don't like being told what to do over here in England. In fact, they listen very little to what you want, and dismiss it in most cases.
Yozzer