I spent a few months going back and forth to the doctors / specialists / hospitals for a lump I found in my breast and that was scary as hell. Luckily it turned out to be nothing to worry about, but I know how terrifying it can be. Do you have a partner or a friend who can come to appointments or anything with you? My boyfriend came to some with me and that was a big comfort for me. I know it's difficult not to assume the worst, I did, but there still is a good chance it's something like a cyst as the others have said. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you, and I'll try with my toes too
the intent will be there even if the actual crossing isn't
Hugs to you x
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