Well, I forgive you. So today I skipped out. I've been rather burnt out with all the court shit. But it should all be winding down by end of January. Then I can really concentrate on things. I'm about to finish the last two weeks of tren, then 4 weeks of test/eq then down to a maintenance level of test till after all the court stuff done.
I am also taking the approach in the gym that less is more. In other words, instead of 4 or 5 exercises for chest I do 2, maybe 3 same for rest of body. Cardio is still suffering, I just get so burnt out during the week with work all I want to do is get my ass home and sit and not think. But I am hanging in there. It may be partly due to the tren, but shit works so I ain't stopping it.