Because it shows that your diet or training is off. I know you said you were sick but if you were a certain weight you should be able to get back to that weight without steroids..
You're using steroids as a short cut. And it'll lead to more problems than anything. . Especially if you pinning 4 ml of sust 250 a week.. that is a gram of test
My origanal weight was between 110 &115 today i am 135 i hv gt to this weight before using but it is a platou i cant gt past it so i decided to comit to a cycle and sus was a simple yet complex drug that i think was a good starter