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Is it just me or does EQ give you a anxious feeling. Like restless leg syndrome. I have been on it for a week now and I just dont think I can use it anymore. If I wasn't dieting and in such a cal deficit I bet it wouldnt be so bad, but man it sucks. Since I am already taking proviron I am thinking about switching out to NPP as I have a bunch of that. So my stack would be 300 test, 300 mast ,and how much NPP would be ok? 300mg be ok?
optimistminds.com/what-is-equipoise-anxiety
What GABA does is that it calms your nervous system down by decreasing neural activity. When equipoise reduces the amount of GABA, it means that there is no longer enough GABA to calm down. As a result of this, you can easily become anxious and panic.
The extent to which equipoise may affect your body and make you anxious also depends upon the amount of GABA that’s already in your system. If you have sufficient GABA, then the effects of equipoise anxiety on you would be mild. However, if you are already in a state of anxiety, that means you are already down on GABA. Taking GABA in such cases can have fatal consequences for you.
optimistminds.com/what-is-equipoise-anxiety
Why does taking equipoise cause anxiety?
Equipoise is an anabolic steroid, and like many steroids, it is known to have an inhibitory effect on Gamma-Aminobutyric Acid (GABA) in our brains. When you take equipoise, it goes into your brain through your bloodstream, hits the GABA receptors, and inhibits their activity. It strips the brain of its natural GABA.What GABA does is that it calms your nervous system down by decreasing neural activity. When equipoise reduces the amount of GABA, it means that there is no longer enough GABA to calm down. As a result of this, you can easily become anxious and panic.
The extent to which equipoise may affect your body and make you anxious also depends upon the amount of GABA that’s already in your system. If you have sufficient GABA, then the effects of equipoise anxiety on you would be mild. However, if you are already in a state of anxiety, that means you are already down on GABA. Taking GABA in such cases can have fatal consequences for you.
Well today is the big day. Deadlifting is gonna happen. I am a little nervous and excited at the same time. Going to need to make sure and feed the body well so I can recover. Trying to shoot for 300 grams protein per day now. Drinking half my protein macros for the day. Force feeding.
Training will change on the fly each week depending on how the shoulder feels. Tomorrow will be most likely much lighter weights for chest focusing on slow reps to put tension on muscle while keeping strain off shoulder. Thursday will be arms and then Friday will be squats. I think the way I am going about this will allow for my wife and myself to get the squatting and deadlifting as a priority over the next few months. I feel this will greatly increase our muscle mass and strength. Those are the two best lifts you can do in order to tax the entire system and grow. I wouldn't per surprised to see the weight creep back up for the first couple weeks while starting this program as I will be eating more protein as well. It should be temporary as the bloat/inflamation from the NPP should only be temp while being introduced. Any water weight gain will definitely help in the recovery rate so I am not concerned at all. Still looking for sub 230 in the next 4-5 months.
Only got 4 hr 12min sleep, but of that 1hr 5min was deep sleep so that is good. I never get more than 4.5 hours sleep per night.
Today I am also switching over to NPP at 200mg/week divided into 3 equal shots per week and ending the EQ. I just think EQ is not for me. So the current PED usage will look like this going forward.
300mg Test Enanthate/week
300mg Masteron Enanthate/week
200mg NPP/week
3IU HGH/day
1mg Semaglutide/week
10mg Cialis/workout days
20mg Cardarine/day
25mg Proviron/day
Will be getting bloodwork for Total/Free Test, IGF-1, and E2 tomorrow morning.
Training will change on the fly each week depending on how the shoulder feels. Tomorrow will be most likely much lighter weights for chest focusing on slow reps to put tension on muscle while keeping strain off shoulder. Thursday will be arms and then Friday will be squats. I think the way I am going about this will allow for my wife and myself to get the squatting and deadlifting as a priority over the next few months. I feel this will greatly increase our muscle mass and strength. Those are the two best lifts you can do in order to tax the entire system and grow. I wouldn't per surprised to see the weight creep back up for the first couple weeks while starting this program as I will be eating more protein as well. It should be temporary as the bloat/inflamation from the NPP should only be temp while being introduced. Any water weight gain will definitely help in the recovery rate so I am not concerned at all. Still looking for sub 230 in the next 4-5 months.
Only got 4 hr 12min sleep, but of that 1hr 5min was deep sleep so that is good. I never get more than 4.5 hours sleep per night.
Today I am also switching over to NPP at 200mg/week divided into 3 equal shots per week and ending the EQ. I just think EQ is not for me. So the current PED usage will look like this going forward.
300mg Test Enanthate/week
300mg Masteron Enanthate/week
200mg NPP/week
3IU HGH/day
1mg Semaglutide/week
10mg Cialis/workout days
20mg Cardarine/day
25mg Proviron/day
Will be getting bloodwork for Total/Free Test, IGF-1, and E2 tomorrow morning.
01/29/24
Weight 250.3
Deadlift/Back
Conventional Deadlift Deadstops
415x5x4
415x10
BB Row
225x10
275x8
315x8
Hammer Strength Pull Down 1-Arm
115x10
135x8
Face Pulls
135x10
120x12
120x10
Bicep Curls Freemotion
80x12
100x10
120x7
Treadmill 16min
Deadlifts felt really good and light. Extemely speedy off the ground. Not bad considering its been over a year since ive done them. Should be able to do 500 for 5x5 within the next 5 weeks or less. Looking forward to squatting on Friday.
My lifting belt is on the last notch and it is loose. I need a new belt.
Weight 250.3
Deadlift/Back
Conventional Deadlift Deadstops
415x5x4
415x10
BB Row
225x10
275x8
315x8
Hammer Strength Pull Down 1-Arm
115x10
135x8
Face Pulls
135x10
120x12
120x10
Bicep Curls Freemotion
80x12
100x10
120x7
Treadmill 16min
Deadlifts felt really good and light. Extemely speedy off the ground. Not bad considering its been over a year since ive done them. Should be able to do 500 for 5x5 within the next 5 weeks or less. Looking forward to squatting on Friday.
My lifting belt is on the last notch and it is loose. I need a new belt.
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Always mentally refreshing to switch up the routine. Looking forward to seeing more progress.
Might want to talk to mobster about a belt he recommends
