i have done 2 cycles since that first pic

still on the 2nd right now with ~5 weeks to go.
did 1 cycle before that pic which was a dbol only semi disaster, i got fat etc..... dont react well to dbol.
i am still considering blasting and cruising actually. im 23 years old and fully capable of making my own educated decisions. you say that like i was thinking about killing a puppy or something lol.
what you didnt know is that im working towards a career in the fitness industry and will be a qualified trainer in less than 1 month, i plan to compete as soon as possible when im developed enough and plan to make my life and job all about bodybuilding. sure i might not have pro genetics etc etc, but this is what i want to do. i am the kind of guy that takes things to the next level, i am not some kid who doesn't know what hes doing and will give up at the first hurdle. the people who know me persoanlly find my lifestyle and commitment level totally insane, but its just the way i do things. always have done. always will. so please dont question my decisions