I reconsidered.. I can't stay off gear forever =(

[Spunky]

I had pretty much decided to go all-natural..But I can't do it... I've been off for almost 2 weeks now and just being off is killing me mentally. I am going to take 10 weeks off and hit it again. I've already decided on my next cycle, not sure how I am going to run it but its going to consist of nothing but 300 naposim, 20cc cyp, 48 clomid.
It's a REALLY cheap cycle.. I'll get out for around $300 probably less, but I think its an effective cycle for the price. This is one possible way I might do it..

Dbol Cypionate
1 35mg 400mg
2 35mg 400mg
3 35mg 400mg
4 35mg 400mg
5 35mg 600mg
6 35mg 600mg
7 ----- 600mg
8 ----- 600mg
9 --------------------------------------
10 -------------------------------------
11 CLOMID 300MG/1st day 150mg/6days
12 CLOMID 100mg/ED
13 CLOMID 50mg/ED

Reason I raised the cyp towards the end is because I always tend to stop responding to cyp fairly quickly.. so I'll throw in another cc every week for the last 4 weeks so my growth continues..
Tell me how it looks.. I'm going to keep a fairly clean diet.. I don't want to get my bodyfat high again.. Looking for 15-20lbs.

 

[MUSTANG_18]

I knew you would be back

The cycle looks good, and for the price it could not be beat. Best of luck my friend

M18

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[ThePitbull]

LMAO!

I knew you wouldn't last bro.

Welcome back in the game.

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[Spunky]

=) Hell I lasted.. what... 2 weeks?? The gear from my last cycle is still in my system but its something about being off.. that bothers me.. its a mental thing i believe. I'll have to tough it out for 10 weeks or so. Im just hoping the glutamine/clomid and all the protein will help me keep some gains..

 

[ThePitbull]

Maybe chuck some creatine in there too.
Help keep some weight and water on so you don't feel as small. Helps me mentally that way.

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[Suspension]

I like that cycle bro, cheap and effective!

 

[MadCow1]

This is classic addiction. Not physical but mental (which is what really gets everyone anyway).

Dude I don't mean to be a downer here but fuckin' a, get some control. There is a difference between use and abuse and this thing seems to have total control over you (you aren't alone in this believe me). Forget about strength in the gym - get some inner strength, prove to yourself that you can do without it. Don't ever let some frickin' substance or your self image rule your life.

I've seen this a billion times and gone through it myself so I'm really pulling for you here. So many people lose perspective and arrange their whole lives around this shit so they can keep cycling or stay on forever (this is how pro BB's are made). The mental gymnastics are unbelievable as they'll talk themselves right out of good decisions that they've made
in the past.

This isn't about lifting, looking good, or feeling tough, this is about not being some bullshit substance's bitch. I sincerely wish you the best and at least take a moment to read this over and reflect on it.

 

[MadCow1]

Doesn't everyone seem a little too happy about your lack of fortitude and failure here. There's freaking smiles in all their posts and a frown in your subject line for God's sake!

One more thing:

Never accept defeat

 

[supersizeme]

bump for Madcow1's response...
don't let it run you.

 

[solidspine]

,
Spunky

I agree with you, the only reason I’m not on gear right now is cash,
Will be coping your cycle, looks good for the expense.

Good luck.