i know this is a bodybuilding board and im sorry to cry on your shoulders but i think

[last rep]

ive stayed in the dark all night and many of tears have run down my face . i miss her so much and some ways i feel im to blame . i know this is a bodybuilding board and this is the last thing you need to read .
its jest right now i cant face my family and love ones.
i really want to thank each and evry one of you from the bottom of my heart .
its amazeing how i dont know any of you but you have toach me in a very special way .
i like to thank the mods for leaving the post up .
ive decided to name my little girl tammy . that was her mothers name . she is such a sweet little thing even has her mommys
nose lol.
god i miss her so much . i know ive have to be stronge for my little girl and i will i promice you that much .
thank you so much for listening to me .
and thank you e/f for not takeing my thread off and allowing me to cry on evryones shoulders

 

[machman]

E/F's got your back bro. Friends in sport, and in life. We are all very sorry for your loss...

 

[rippedtrojan]

you have something new to focus your energy on now! take care of her well, and you'll be happy in the end.

 

[champion]

E/F's got your back bro. Friends in sport, and in life. We are all very sorry for your loss...

Were here bro

 

[Twitched]

You'll be a great father.. only time can heal your wounds now, so be strong for yourself and your daughter. Tammy is a great name.


twitched

 

[bombshell]

You are in my prayers. It will take a long time for you to believe this wasn't your fault. Please know that it wasn't, and just give yourself time to heal. You have suffered a great loss, and we are all thinking of you and your family. You are brave to reach out for help- no matter who you reach out to.

Bomb

 

[trial0r]

each and every one of us here are your friends. talk to us, keep us updated on the latest goings on with your daughter. remember that none of this is your fault. things like this often force anger inwards, but this should not be the case. you are not to blame, nobody is. there is not a single doubt in my mind that a man as caring and loving as you will be anything less than a great father. my best wishes go to you and tammy.

 

[magsman]

I haven't prayed in a while but just finished one for you bro. You are not to blame....Please go forward as best you can and love your little girl as if both of you are there, because your wife her mother will always be with both of you to guide and look out for you. God bless you and your little girl.

 

[fistfullofsteel]

How old was your wife? What went wrong? Don't answer if you don't feel comfortable talking about it, but sometimes talking about it, helps.


Stay strong for your daughter!!!! She needs her daddy to be strong.

 

[Max Power]

Bro, I want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I can't even begin to understand the pain you are in. Focus on your daughter, she is lucky to have a dad who will see her as the most special gift. Good luck and God bless...