i take a multi mega men sport vitamins..it comes in vitapacks..i drink lots of protein and try eating as much as possible. I have never read anywhere that if your 145 you will get mental sides
Seriously, listen to me.
Do yourself a favor and stop using it. You aren't helping yourself in the long run. You want to be a bodybuilder? Then you have to eat and train like one for years. Or do you want to be the very reason steroids are illegal for giving it a bad name because you use them without knowing a thing about them, therefore being rightfully labeled under the category of drug abuse.
#1) You weigh 145 lbs, you evidentyl don't understand what it takes to build a strong body because you haven't done it. Not an insult, just an observation. Steroids are not a crutch for failing habits.
#2) You chose EQ as your first by itself and I can tell you really don't know much about it or it's effects. EQ can cause mental side effects and you should have known this.
I would go on, but I really hope you'll listen to me.
This site does not condone helping people under 21 with using steroids, nor do we encourage it.
This thread ends here.
You asked for advice, and you got it kid. Take it or leave it. Leave it, and you will regret it down the road.
If you want to take the advice, I commend you for being humble and heeding to the advice of those who know better. Head on over to the diet and training frums and lets get you set on the right path. I'll help you out, and so will all of the good bros who are knowledgable and get you set on the right path.