Be easy on yourself mate! Wel, here in The UK we have it easy as such. Use has almost become expected and nobody seems nothered. I cringe when I hear people talk openly about their use of juice while at the gym though. There are a number of guys who compete in The BNBF (British Natural Bodybuilding Federation) and they are lean motherfuckers. They are an absolute inspiration as are the natural Powerlifters. It doesn't surprise me in the slightest that these Organisations are growing in numbers every year. Alot of people are losing respect for juicers, the use of it has gone so bad . Its almost as bad as the use of sunbeds. Having a Tan in England is a fucking joke. Who do these guys think they're kidding!!
You'll be helping us once you have your research done, so please don't disappear. On this Board, you give back what you get....lots of help and advice. Try the links below and they will give you further links again.
http://www.steroidlaw.com/article_full.asp_id=6
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