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[takniteasy]

One thing my trainer talked to me about was the mental conditioning it takes to compete. The couple of times that I did compete, I always thought about how amazing it was that I could actually see my body change from day to day and then during the last 48 hours from hour to hour (almost). That was the only thing that kept me sane and focused and kept me from killing some idiot that says "Why the hell you eat like that?"

Hang in there! I wont say it gets better, cause then I'd be lyin' but I will say the time will fly during the last couple of days before comp. Or you will be in such a fog you wont remember them