[FONT="]I eat really clean. I'm pretty sure I have an eating disorder or atleast very unhealthy obsession though because I'm afraid to eat unhealthy foods/cheat meals because I think I'll gain weight. I noticed that I'm very self conscious (and the more fit I got the more self conscious I got) about looks and I feel like people will notice if I gain weight. I like looking fit/lean but it's driven out of fear and I have been really starting to crave foods I miss eating. Is it ok to eat cheat meals every once in a while if I watch the calories? Also does any1 have any suggestions on how I could fix this self consciousness/eating disorder please? Thanks (Also sorry for the really misdirecting thread)[/FONT]