Annie's first log

[annieree]

I hope you feel better, and don't dwell on it.
I know how hard it is..BUT we must think of ourselves first...
You rang a bell saying you would have not booked trip to Thailand if you were still together...
I think we fall into a trap we make for ourselves...
We become dependent of men at some point and we have no identity at a point...
maybe that is exactly what they are running from...
maybe they LOVED our oldselves end we let go somewhere, and have to get that groove taht made them drool for us...
In an metaphor....leaches...
I hope it helps you to be unique and happy...

Thanks

I'm feeling alot better - the gym helps plus I have something to look forward to that I would never have done before

I was never dependant on him, he was a convenience - not the love of my life - just a great body and someone to kill time with, but rejection is never nice

 

[florencia]

No rejection is never nice!!!
I did not mean dependeant in a despective way...
I just happen to pamper so much...that i forget my own needs...
And OHHHHHH that great body ...is a great convenience..YUM!
Well...at least you had it for 4 years...LOL

 

[annieree]

Today:
10 mins bike warmup
stretches
30mins HIIT running
upper body weights
30 mins cross trainer - easier than normal as I was still shattered from the HIIT
5mins bike cool down

 

[Ilk]

Annie...!!!

Whats happening girl??

No update for sometime...

 

[annieree]

Annie...!!!

Whats happening girl??

No update for sometime...

unfortunately this site is full of ppl that think unless you do the shadow project your doing it wrong, so after asking a question about training and getting told to do the shadow think (didn't answer my question) decided this was not the site for me.

will still check it out, but not posting my log here anymore

 

[Gymgurl]

This bums me out........please come back......