So I decided to start my first cycle ever...

[DreamerNYC]

I know exactly what to take for my cycle and also for pct. Ive been wandering on these boards for quite long. Taking stereoids wasnt a decision I made last week. Its been months since I decided to run a 12 weeks cycle on test. It wont be that expensive neither. No more than 3 hundred bucks I guess. Obviously I will have my anti-moobs pills ready just in case and my pct treatment as well. 250mg of test doesnt sound bad to me. And again, I know all the risks.

You guys should also understand my frustration. It really hurts. Making fun of it doesnt help.

 

[bigorse]

I know exactly what to take for my cycle and also for pct. Ive been wwandering on these boards for quite long. Taking stereoids wasnt a decision I made last week.

How old are you? It seems like it was a rash desicion because steroids wont help you very much but its your body, go ahead and do what you want

 

[bigorse]

And in all honesty if you cant lose fat and gain muslce natty then you are doing something so wrong that the gear i listed earlier maybe actually necessary to see "roid gains"...

 

[DreamerNYC]

Im 32 years old. Im not that young anymore. Thats the reason why I feel I need to rush myself to pack some nice muscles.

 

[bigorse]

Well hire a coach or start reading up on diet and training instead of drugs.

 

[DreamerNYC]

Im looking skinny fat right now (I guess). Ive been consideraring to start a regular bulking even if I get like a teddybear in a few months. I rather look thick and strong than sorta skinny fat. I dont know. The benefits of being skinny fat is that nobody notices it unless I take my shirt off. But my arms look so hella weak. Its annoying. When I was sorta chubby (not fat but thick) at least it was noticeable that i was lifting. Thats not the case anymore. The only benefit right nkow is that i look younger when im skinny.

 

[DreamerNYC]

Hiring a coach wont help. Im financially unstable right now and hiring a trainer will actually cost me more money than running a 3 months test cycle. I also feel like I want this NOW. Not in one year or two, but NOW. Im sick and tired of waiting for solid results and not seeing anything. Rather quitting than waiting another two years. At the time I reach my goal I will turn 35 and that just sucks.

 

[DreamerNYC]

I was trying to post some pics but I need 25 messages at least.

 

[bigorse]

Steroids done correct with proper ancillaries arent cheap...

 

[DreamerNYC]

Three hundred bucks is not a lot of money. A first cycle on test is usually cheap.