I take my hat off to you brother training all those years like a man possessed by an iron demon and still having good size and strength at 50 I hope I'm still strong as an ox at that age,your log has all the makings to be great you should have called it JCE'S recovery to redemption!...I for one want to see you run something like a test,deca,primo stack drop a touch of weight,shred up for MMA purposes and create a hardened physic that's proper fighter spec would be a mad achievement and something spectacular to see!