I can't take life anymore. I have had one too many heartbreaks and this last one has crushed me. I feel like I am getting cheated on because I am not a good lover and because I am not well endowed. I am very average in the dick dept. and everywhere I look and hear a girl wants a huge dick. I have never had a problem with attracting beautiful women (I at one time was very nice looking...body and face). I had a promising career and a good personality. Well I've lost it all. I am starting over in my career, I can't find the energy to work out anymore, I am depressed all of the time, hate looking at myself, don't have any true friends. This life sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!! My confidence is history.