IN!
I met the woman of my dreams who completely changed my life. We are polar opposites. Yet, we are drawn to each other. Long story short after a year we couldn't see each other much. Had a stupid fight and don't talk.
I have to assume its over! I was/am engaged to this girl.
I decided not to date again. To just be by myself and live life. The strangest thing happend. I met someone who made me feel great. She was beautiful, sexy, smart, funny and in amazing shape. I felt alive again with her. She said I made her feel the same.
She met my family etc and things were amazing. She told me this week she was falling in love with me. I knew I was falling in love with her too.
Then I get an email telling me she is going back to the abusive relationship she was in for nine years because "he promised it would be different this time".
Really, somebody blow my fucking head off!