Two years ago my father was diagnosed with fast growing brain tumor, and given 3 months to live.
The doctor and nurses all knew it was a hopeless case, but the doctor led us to believe that a brain operation would give him an additional productive 6 months.
This put the whole family under enourmous pressure to go along,
after all, how do you tell your father you don't want him to live longer?
The operation went ok, but in recuperation, the brain swelled, caused seizures and left him paralyzed for the remainder of his days.
The ordeal was horrendous for mother, she blamed herself for his circumstance, pressuring him to get the operation that left him paralyzed.
What's my point? Several of my relatives have died from this, and I have to consider that I may get it also.
There's no way I will go thru what my father did.
I've bought a gun and have bullets to do the job if the time comes. But how messy for my family after I'm gone. I'd so much better have a prescription for something that would end it all, but Texas doesn't allow for such. Left to my own devices I'd probably use sleeping pills, and botch the job. I've heard way too many stories about people trying to commit suicide on sleeping pills, and they vomit, and suffocate on their own wretch.
The question was raised, why don't they just kill themselves? At the point my fathers time had come, he was weak, mentally confused and in a wheelchair. Hardly in a position to go out and buy a gun and use it. And if any of us had done that for him we would be accused of murder.
As for Ashcroft, he's from the same tree as Bush.
I've been watching Bush botch everything he touches my whole life, we're from the same neck of the woods.