Lol first of all if I was in a position like that I wouldn't be a dumb shit and go on a steroid website asking for advice. I'm all about educating and asking for advice but that's the wrong way to go about it.
First of all, you've never been a parent so you don't know what the fuck you "would do".
And what makes you think that you get to decide whats right and wrong here? Jesus fuck you posts get more and more retarded. When you had that stroke or heartattack or whatever, did you also get brain damage? Sure as fuck seems like it