I get that way everytime, but after my last cycle depression hit me hard. i went to pananma and when i came back it took me about 3 or 4 weeks of only working out a couple times a week, then i realized i wasnt doing any good, so i started back but it was like i wasnt doing any good. but now im back in the game. i started working out at the schools new rec center to give me a different view of things and i realized how much i love it. the only thing is im starting another cycle and its only been 2 months. i gotta try to stay away a lil longer next time