What kind of woman are you shagging who knows you have a pseudo-wife and kid yet continues to shag you without blinking an eye?
You and her wont last. Shell end up cheating on you down the road...and when you get pissed at her she will have one helluva comeback considering how you guys met.
Get some professional help...from what you mentioned re: your mom you need a good listener.
I woke up this mornin'
realized what I had done
I stood alone in the cold grey dawn
Knew I'd lost my morning sun
I lost my head and I said some things
Now comes the heartache that the morning brings
I really know, I must confess
I let my world slip away last night