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I am very clear today on how the rest of my life goes

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I've always been very reckless, no reguard for my life or yours. Having kids has calmed me down a lil, but I don't think a man can ever veer far from the path he is doomed or blessed to follow. I've always carried alot of guilt around with me, or let's say events over the last15 or 16 years of my life have really thrown the cross on my back. My guilt consumes me and I suffer daily because of it. I'll never get past that, I'm not made like most of you, I'm not the guy who thanks God it wasn't me. But as I read more into the Bible I see that my suffering can not end now, it must continue for some time to come. But I will die and I will die fairly young and some will say before my time. My life is a mess , but on the outside looks pretty normal. I'm not Jesus nor do I claim to be worthy of him, but I do believe and one day I will give my life for my people as he did, I will give it willingly as he did, and I hope that through that God will see the good in me and welcome me home.

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