True. True. I also wonder how people can laugh at various people's suffering. I don't understand how people can do that once the suffering passes a certain degree (ie war, bombing, famine, etc).i wonder why people experience things and don't internalize at all. i mean, it's not good to internalize EVERYTHING, but i have seen people who don't look inside themselves at all. they don't notice that whatever they're experiencing is only happening to them, or they don't wonder WHY they're experiencing it. Like people who are perpetually single and blame everyone else instead of examining what they do wrong.
it's different from how i am, and i don't understand it.
The weird part is that I start to think less of that person (depending on how well I know them and how much of a joke it is). I feel like I'm trying to keep the balance of the universe. Just waiting and wanting them to feel the same amount of suffering as those that they laughed about. To see how the person feels when the laughter is up close and personal.
Thank god that I don't know many people like that in my life. Those thoughts make me think less of myself...to want to stoop to that level.
Ah well.