i wonder why people experience things and don't internalize at all. i mean, it's not good to internalize EVERYTHING, but i have seen people who don't look inside themselves at all. they don't notice that whatever they're experiencing is only happening to them, or they don't wonder WHY they're experiencing it. Like people who are perpetually single and blame everyone else instead of examining what they do wrong.
it's different from how i am, and i don't understand it.