I'm gonna live.
I just got some test results back and apparently, it was good news. I've been up for about a week straight, worrying about this, but... the doc said i'm fine.
before y'all go asking me what was wrong and and stirring the rumor mill- it was a little cancer scare (which, i don't have.. yay!), and thats all i'm gonna say.
i think this calls for a celebration.