I'm running 50mg ed with 500mg Test E/wk.
Things have calmed down considerably although I still feel bitchy. Sleep has been an issue but nothing a little Ambien can't fix.
When I freaked out the other day I had just lost $10,600. It wasn't anyone's fault but mine but I took it really bad. I got all hot and sweaty, saw red, and pretty much lost control of myself. In retrospect I'm not sure my reaction would have been much different if I was off.
I'm still pissed about it--more like despondent--but the reality is it's only money. Ah fuck. I'm getting pissed again. I need to stop thinking about it!
I'm going to stay on for now. I'm dropping bodyfat like it's going out of style. My weight has gone up about 2 lbs but I've dropped probly 5-8 lbs of fat. It's a neat feeling to look in the mirror and see abs and ripples and shit.
So far I've had the opposite of tren-dick. Probably the dost, but I've never had this high a drive or sensitivity before. Unbelievable libido--probably my favorite part. I'm on .5mg Dost eod. .5mg Aromasin ed.