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*Bunny* 2005 - 2006 Log

badslinky said:
Looks like I need to pay attention. No more stupid questions from me. :)
BTW, I do remember you spending 4 hours reading my thread and commenting on the overall transformation ... also how after reading through you could no longer let yourself be a wus ... :) = Stupid & Non-Stupid questions permitted :rose:
 
*Bunny* on her best behavior log
*Day 10 ….No alcohol .. good I don’t want no stinkin’ booze … :mad:
***13 days of NO training, Sanity …downhill … *** :insane:
Thursday, June 08, 2006
“Difficulties increase the nearer we get to the goal.” ~ Goethe ~
Pic of the day ...
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Weight I REALLY don't friggin care... :whatever:
Waking Body Temp N/A


Supps, V & M's for the day will be …

*** TO BE DETERMINED … Tentative*** Small load if any ... Probably in the evening one time

Doc's RXN + Vicoden (if needed)

Cayenne & Ginger – 2 caps 2-3 X a day
Ester C 500 mg – 2 tabs AM, 2 tabs PM
Glucorell-R – 2 caps 15 – 30 min before each meal
Lysine 500 mg – 1-2 tabs once today with a meal
Sesapure – 2 caps 1-3 X a day
Cran Max – 1000 mg Cran supp 1 cap 3-5 X a day
OxyCalm - 2 sprays each side 3-4 X a day (as needed)
PSEVEN - PM 2 spray inner arm

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*** Had to reschedule my 90 minute full body Deep Tissue with my masseuse :rainbow: … **sigh** I was so looking forward to that :) …. Next Saturday it is then, as I wait for the results that will come of tomorrows little event, and hope I don’t have to reschedule, and start back doing SOMETHING the following Monday … we shall see, and you can see, I always have high hopes :D **

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WORKOUT

• Mental workout Galore ... Physical workout = Time Out …

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Food for the day … has been terrible this past week … and again, I do NOT care at all … it’s strange …

9:00 A.M. - Diet Pepsi
Meal # 1 :
• 1 Cup Garden Veggie Egg Beaters
• ~ 1 oz FF Shredded Cheddar Cheese
• 1 Small Granny Smith Apple

***Diet Coke***
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:jarswim: Water Total ~ 4 L :jarswim:

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jack/

dude, you just gave me a raging calzoner

/jack

we now return to your previous scheduled journal.
thangyou. thangyouverymush.
 
Ghede said:
jack/

dude, you just gave me a raging calzoner

/jack

we now return to your previous scheduled journal.
thangyou. thangyouverymush.
Right?!?! I may just have to eat one for dinner :) :chomp: or in Sarge's case, two, since I can outeat him anyday :verygood:
 
*Bunny* said:
My dear friend alex .. how goes it? Happy Thursday :)

My dear Bunny. :) Rain has clear up here in CT today. Just a nice humid sticky cloudy day outside. Almost Friday!!!

Oh Bunny. This morning my face was a little puffy so put on an ice pack around my eyes while I did my stomach crunches. I can do a thousand now. :)

Happy Thursday!!! :wavey:
 
:lmao: @ Ghede's Post!

*Bunny* said:
Right?!?! I may just have to eat one for dinner :) :chomp: or in Sarge's case, two, since I can outeat him anyday :verygood:
:(

Yah... you can :rolleyes:

lol...wtf.... i'm working on my "chronic undereater syndrome"

It's a diease I swear!
 
alex2678 said:
My dear Bunny. :) Rain has clear up here in CT today. Just a nice humid sticky cloudy day outside. Almost Friday!!!

Oh Bunny. This morning my face was a little puffy so put on an ice pack around my eyes while I did my stomach crunches. I can do a thousand now. :)

Happy Thursday!!! :wavey:
:FRlol:

Do NOT forget to use that deep pore cleanser lotion, water activated gel cleanser, then the honey almond body scrub, and on the face, of course, the exfoliating gel scrub.

WHat am I forgetting .. OUUUUU ... herb-mint facial mask ... & the most important ... the after shave lotion ... with little or no alcohol, because alcohol dries your face out and makes you look older. :)
:D
 
*Bunny* said:
:FRlol:

Do NOT forget to use that deep pore cleanser lotion, water activated gel cleanser, then the honey almond body scrub, and on the face, of course, the exfoliating gel scrub.

WHat am I forgetting .. OUUUUU ... herb-mint facial mask ... & the most important ... the after shave lotion ... with little or no alcohol, because alcohol dries your face out and makes you look older. :)
:D

:FRlol:

You forgot my anti-aging eye balm, followed by a final moisturizing "protective" lotion. :lmao:

But most importantly I believe in taking care of myself, in a balanced diet and a rigorous exercise routine.

Off to salon now. :lmao:
 
alex2678 said:
Oh no I don't do these things. :lmao: Just some inside humor. Shoot me if I ever did. :)
You better not have any UNI's!!!! I'm taking both of you with my to get 'em threaded ... PERIOD :)

*Bunny has spoken*

:)

Ya'll have this weird ideal of Gotti kids in mind ... just clean 'em up nicely, looks fuggin hawt ... if a guys 'arch' is better than mine, HOUSTON we have a problem ...
 
*Bunny* said:
You better not have any UNI's!!!! I'm taking both of you with my to get 'em threaded ... PERIOD :)
*Bunny has spoken*
:)
Ya'll have this weird ideal of Gotti kids in mind ... just clean 'em up nicely, looks fuggin hawt ... if a guys 'arch' is better than mine, HOUSTON we have a problem ...
:FRlol: na... no uni's chillin'.

NO WAAAAY! I despise "that" look...they're all the same...that's :rainbow: .

you KNOW me... nuff said.
 
alex2678 said:
The Gotti's. :lmao: They're supposed to be opening up a chain of tanning salons in Manhattan. :) No Uni's here. :)
Yah and the whole tanning industry is rolling their eyes at them! My bed manufacturer (there in CT with you) has a salon going in right across the stree from them. The feedback from their store is mediocre at best....


sorry for the jack bunn's! :kiss:
 
Sooooooo, sweetie! How goes it? Pain gone yet? Was reading about the reschedule on the deep tissue. My CMT was in today with her chair just doing some freebees for my clients.....she did a myofacial on me for my shoulder and told me to ice it tonight......uh...I'm so TIRED of being in PAIN! Shoulder training tomorrow too....CRAP! Oh well, I'm hoping with a little Ibuprofin I won't feel it much - lol

So, I'm hoping you're feeling better :heart: Eh, take this time to eat a little, veg a little and screw the head on tight! :)

You got my digits if you need them!
 
scorpiogirl said:
Yah and the whole tanning industry is rolling their eyes at them! My bed manufacturer (there in CT with you) has a salon going in right across the stree from them. The feedback from their store is mediocre at best....


sorry for the jack bunn's! :kiss:
No apologies...favor.. list indoor tanning lotions one should use/avoid please...

:)

and WHY ... May as well since I know ya'll fuggin tan .. (b1tch3s ... males included)

just kidding :kiss:
 
*Bunny* said:
No apologies...favor.. list indoor tanning lotions one should use/avoid please...

:)

and WHY ... May as well since I know ya'll fuggin tan .. (b1tch3s ... males included)

just kidding :kiss:


Hmmmmmm well it depends on the persons goal but here's a quick stab.....oh....NOTHING FROM THE DRUG STORE - IT'S JUNK!!! .......and NOTHING FROM THE INTERNET (it's not sealed and it's therefore unsafe)

BEGINNERS......just a basic accellerator

BASE TANNERS......light to med bronzer or light tingle/light tingle w/bronzer

INTERMEDIATE TANNERS.........med to heavy bronzer or light to HOT tingle (depending on if the person has ever used a tingle) or light to HOT tingle w/bronzer
 
scorpiogirl said:
Hmmmmmm well it depends on the persons goal but here's a quick stab.....oh....NOTHING FROM THE DRUG STORE - IT'S JUNK!!! .......and NOTHING FROM THE INTERNET (it's not sealed and it's therefore unsafe)

BEGINNERS......just a basic accellerator

BASE TANNERS......light to med bronzer or light tingle/light tingle w/bronzer

INTERMEDIATE TANNERS.........med to heavy bronzer or light to HOT tingle (depending on if the person has ever used a tingle) or light to HOT tingle w/bronzer
Thank you ... Preferred Brands as well ?
 
alex2678 said:
Scorpiogirl got me hooked on Fiji brand. Unscented. Unless I'm feeling tropical. :)

Thank you SG!!! :)
Good this is for you and Sarge (as well as the others) may as well have a little lesson and SG is the gal to do it :rose:
 
*Bunny* said:
No apologies...favor.. list indoor tanning lotions one should use/avoid please...

:)

and WHY ... May as well since I know ya'll fuggin tan .. (b1tch3s ... males included)

just kidding :kiss:

Ha!! won't catch me tanning, LOL!! How are ya doing? Just dropped by to say Hi!!
 
just stoping in for my daily Bunny fix...How ya doing buns...you have been very quite today..I'm hear if ya want to destress to anyone!! Luv ya
 
I can never say Thank you enough, I will never get tired of it and the sentiment is still as powerful/meaningful as the 1st time ever spoken ... :rose:

This *Bunny* Is out ... Hopefully I won't be all dazed & confused upon my return, lest I am, I apologize now & do Not hold myself responsible for my behavior, be it asinine in any way .. then the wait begins for the results ... MY FAVORITE :rolleyes:


Loff you all :kiss:'s from me
 
*Bunny* said:
Thank you ... Preferred Brands as well ?
I like quite a few brands, actually. But my top 3 choices would probably be.......Designer Skin, Fiji and Norvell (Body Invest)

There is also Fiesta Sun, Pro Tan (yes, they have indoor lotion too and it works well), and many many more.

Brands I don't care for.....Austrailian Gold and Swedish Beauty (the same company). Not much good stuff for the skin in these lotions and they pretty much are stinky.


You're welcome, Alex! Glad I could help
 
With honesty and dedication I make my own luck; I shall not want.
It guides me to lie down in green pastures:
It brings to the shores of still waters.
It restores my soul.
It leads me to recognize innocence for the sake of innocence.

As I walk through the valley of the impossible measure,
I shall fear no evil: i have a friend with floppy ears.
Her word and her honor, they comfort me.
She sustains me in presence of my greatest enemy: me.
She enriches me by simply being, My cup runneth over.

Surely, her goodness and vision will follow me all the days of my life,
and i will find peace in any house, His or mine, by the light of that vision.
 
happy friday bunny!!!!!!!

and yes 2 words,

Your Gallery =]

Very nice work lately bun.

Hiope u got a good rescheduled date for the messuese or however u spell it.

My GF gave me "free back rub" coupons, about 20 of them, so ive been using them on up. She gave em to me with my present for the bday plus other things.

When i catch her on a good day, i get a DEEP mesage.

Hope all is well for your friday bunny!
 
Prayers for you dear.... Keep your chin up... I'm going to kick this leg work-out tonight for you.. Believe me I couldn't do it alone!!! :heart:
 
Hey there Miss Bunny... hows the Friday treating you so far? What about that perfect body of yours? I hope all is well!!

---------HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND------- :heart:
 
sgtslaughter said:
All *B* does is spray tanning.
YUP ...

:) I have a "Fantasy Tan" ar-tEEst, sya got to get full 'all over color' ... I need a tech there to do it, pre mix 'my color' to match my skin tone, add some glimmer for fun, she knows my body inside & out & where I need more/less :)

etc ... completely personalized and well worth it ... she is like my therapist (Adi :heart: you gurl! :) )
 
Ghede said:
With honesty and dedication I make my own luck; I shall not want.
It guides me to lie down in green pastures:
It brings to the shores of still waters.
It restores my soul.
It leads me to recognize innocence for the sake of innocence.

As I walk through the valley of the impossible measure,
I shall fear no evil: i have a friend with floppy ears.
Her word and her honor, they comfort me.
She sustains me in presence of my greatest enemy: me.
She enriches me by simply being, My cup runneth over.

Surely, her goodness and vision will follow me all the days of my life,
and i will find peace in any house, His or mine, by the light of that vision.
No 'simple kind of man' ever creates that type of beauty with words... :rose:
G-Love.... That is beautiful... thank you thank you thank you

WOW ... :D
 
sbt2082 said:
HOpe you have a good one hun!!! :rose::rose::rose::rose::rose::rose::rose:
And to you as well ...
Gymgurl said:
Buns.......Hugs and kisses and prayers for you today!!
Thank you :)
mm107 said:
happy friday bunny!!!!!!!
and yes 2 words,
Your Gallery =]
Very nice work lately bun.
Hiope u got a good rescheduled date for the messuese or however u spell it.
My GF gave me "free back rub" coupons, about 20 of them, so ive been using them on up. She gave em to me with my present for the bday plus other things.When i catch her on a good day, i get a DEEP mesage.
Hope all is well for your friday bunny!
Thank you mm :) Happy Friday to you too :) The thing with that, massages from your S.O., hands get cramped & tired, etc ... if you can ever afford it or for a gift to you, have her get you a 90 min deep tissue with a pro .. hands down the best money I have ever spent .. other than that I did on my R & R for Memorial Day weekend :) Yup, rescheduled ... next sat. is tentative dat, based on how I'm feeling :) Have a great weekend :)
treilin said:
Prayers for you dear.... Keep your chin up... I'm going to kick this leg work-out tonight for you.. Believe me I couldn't do it alone!!! :heart:
I'll be there for you girl ... screaming in your ear ... one more rep, no quitting and NO cheating :velvett:
WoNderWoMan25 said:
Forget the tanning beds! Like I said- Go with the spray tan... Have you ever tried? I love it! :)
Is this is reference to me tanning or in general? ( Bunny = cancer = no sun fake or real )
Aries13 said:
Hey there Miss Bunny... hows the Friday treating you so far? What about that perfect body of yours? I hope all is well!!
---------HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND------- :heart:
:) It will be back in about a week or two .. I am starting to training on Monday ... should be interesting :)
ck2006 said:
My thoughts are with you today, I hope everything goes well :heart:
:heart: The Gawd of Bunny blesses you :rose: Everything went fine ... no worries
scorpiogirl said:
Hey, Bunn's, did you ever download your Cassie song?
Yes the day I asked you was the day is was downloaded, a friend hooked me up ... :) Thank you for the mini tanning lotion lesson :rose:
que_66 said:
+++++++++++Positive Q-Tip vibes for HBB++++++++++++ :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:
+ Q-Tip vibes happily accepted :heart: THANK YOU sweetie!
badgergrl said:
:heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:
Love for the Bunny!!
;) :heart: back atcha, have a great weekend
jenscats5 said:
Jest stoppin' by to Chillax wit my Home Girl....... ;)
ahhhhhhh, Jens ... :bigkiss: Bout to couch it after brief update ... Thank you for stopping by :) :heart: :rose:
Gymgurl said:
Afternoon.....How ya doing girly......just thought Id check on ya...Could imagine your house if we all lived by you LOL
:FRlol: ... :worried: ... Bunny needs to take a nap dang it, I feel violated lol ...
 
al420 said:
Have a great weekend Bunn - take care of yourself
and you as well suga ... :rose: Think I'm going to eat a big fat Burger & dedicate it to you ... you like Blue Cheese on that? Texas Fries?

:wavey:

That is a joke .. I'd explode right now
 
Aries13 said:
I LOVE the day at the gym after a break.... such an awesome feeling...
Yes I cannot wait to step INTO one .. I am *insert expletive* miserable ... miserable doesn't do my feeling on the matter justice ... update from "Local Surgery" shortly ...
 
*Bunny* said:
and you as well suga ... :rose: Think I'm going to eat a big fat Burger & dedicate it to you ... you like Blue Cheese on that? Texas Fries?

:wavey:

That is a joke .. I'd explode right now

I think all the fries here would be considered Texas Fries.... :FRlol:

FFquads is in town so he and I are off to go eat 1/2 ton of the red'st meat known to man. Followed by hours of shame. Then some cookies.....maybe not!
 
sgtslaughter said:
*throws coat over puddle* Uh.... There ya go...

:heart:
alex2678 said:
Welcome home Bunny. :rose:
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww ... thanks guys :) :heart:

I am pretty tired but I needed to touch base, catch up & give a very generic update... I will probably edit this later so I'll do my best.

Whether I subscribe to any of this medical discussion is basically irrelevant at this point but here are a few facts after the ‘surgery’ which I was awake for the entire time, to be able to communicate certain things to the (lemme count) 1,2,3,4,5 people that had access to ‘my goodies’ , oh & I needent forget the other person in scrubs who popped in ... my legs up in full stirrups :evil: , take a peak then leave … lol :rolleyes::rolleyes: It had to be done, but I feel it was very invasive (is that the right word?) & I feel kinda violated … health is #1 focus and I’m over it …

• I have gotten more ass & have been (wo)manhandled more in the last week & a half, than my entire life so far that I can think of …

• There is no appearance of any type of kidney stones or stone remnants as previously indicated, dismissed, indicated again, and yes, once more dismissed

• Any and all signs of ‘infection’ & blood in the urine were cleared ~2 days ago, and again reconfirmed today

• Pelvic & other FUN exams determined that I am more then perfect in that anatomical region

• Filling & draining, and filling and draining .. and x-ray, and repeat a few dozen times … demonstrated that (yes, given my situation), everything is draining completely fine …

• I ask tons of questions & had the pleasure to see all the slides

• My internals show what looked like nice plump fruit (left kid) to the semi shriveled fruit (right kid), you can see the mild hyrdo, and the difference in the shape/size of my right ureter near the top (for those that don’t know, the ureters are connecting tubes that carry urine from each kidney to the bladder)

• The wrapping tumor that did form engrossed my bladder (as well as the other previously stated organs/areas etc) …. So the same doc did this procedure and was able to reiterate how difficult it was to place the stents in that time around, compared to this time, he was astonished (fyi, the stents did not have to stay in. )

• Everything is draining & functioning, as best as they could tell, “perfectly normal’, so that means at this time the thought of kidney removal is nonexistent

• My other two MD’s have to review his findings and I have to wait for all of the medical analysis to be harmonious … few things I need to finish up still

• Ou, I also got to see the egg released showing I’m ovulating … LOL, I could see the little bugger chillin :)

Conclusion, there is permanent damage from the tumor & the Cancer … this is why these issues I have exist and WILL always exist … My right kidney, and also the right ureter is slightly ‘pinched off’ (for lack of a better term = my brain mush), and this is NOT new information to me. It has been brought to my attention I can live fine with one kid if necessary and right not that is NOTHING I have to worry about, so that is fan-friggin-tastic. BOTH kids are doing just fine, everything is working better than it should given my situation (did ya expect any less from me?? I mean come on now ….) The OTHER doc unbeknownst to me … (I lost count) thought the progression of the hyrdo INSIDE the right kid needed further analysis, because it looked enlarged compared to my last CT … I am ok with that, better safe than sorry …. IT, me, my body, my situations and my results will always be abnormal … and ALL of this is heavily monitored, along with all of my monthly blood work & testing I do through the Oncology department. I also have a physical on June 30th … think I’ll pass ? :D

The only other issue I’ve never really addressed is whether or not I will ever be able to have children, which is something to be discussed at a later date, if ever. Different can .. leaving closed for now … as I fully believe in adoption and truly have more love & respect for all the blessed mothers out there, and why I do take the time to let you ladies know on this board :rose:

It feels good to get this all down, finally, as I kept my continuous battle with “C” under wraps for so long, and more than anything I wanted my results from diet & training to be seen for what they were … magnificent.

It FEELS GOOD to get this out of my head and where I can read back in my log 5 years from now and say wow, I remember that … etc …

And so it begins … Monday … Back on 200% …

*That is all*
 
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I heart u *B*

Glad there's nothing "new" ... u know?!

WOOHOOO Training!!!

:D

P.S. * I shiver at the thought of imagining what i'd be like to be violated like that :( ...dang*
 
I can't say I understand all the medical stuff you typed but I hope it all means that Buns = Good to go & Healthy.....Glad you're thru it & thank you for the update....Loff ya Floppy!!
 
Hey hunnnnny! I'm so glad to hear that you are doing ok after all ;) Guess all those prayers paid off :bigkiss: :rose::rose::rose::rose::rose::rose::rose::rose:
 
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*Bunny* said:
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww ... thanks guys :) :heart:

I am pretty tired but I needed to touch base, catch up & give a very generic update... I will probably edit this later so I'll do my best.

Whether I subscribe to any of this medical discussion is basically irrelevant at this point but here are a few facts after the ‘surgery’ which I was awake for the entire time, to be able to communicate certain things to the (lemme count) 1,2,3,4,5 people that had access to ‘my goodies’ , oh & I needent forget the other person in scrubs who popped in ... my legs up in full stirrups :evil: , take a peak then leave … lol :rolleyes::rolleyes: It had to be done, but I feel it was very invasive (is that the right word?) & I feel kinda violated … health is #1 focus and I’m over it …

• I have gotten more ass & have been (wo)manhandled more in the last week & a half, than my entire life so far that I can think of …

• There is no appearance of any type of kidney stones or stone remnants as previously indicated, dismissed, indicated again, and yes, once more dismissed

• Any and all signs of ‘infection’ & blood in the urine were cleared ~2 days ago, and again reconfirmed today

• Pelvic & other FUN exams determined that I am more then perfect in that anatomical region

• Filling & draining, and filling and draining .. and x-ray, and repeat a few dozen times … demonstrated that (yes, given my situation), everything is draining completely fine …

• I ask tons of questions & had the pleasure to see all the slides

• My internals show what looked like nice plump fruit (left kid) to the semi shriveled fruit (right kid), you can see the mild hyrdo, and the difference in the shape/size of my right ureter near the top (for those that don’t know, the ureters are connecting tubes that carry urine from each kidney to the bladder)

• The wrapping tumor that did form engrossed my bladder (as well as the other previously stated organs/areas etc) …. So the same doc did this procedure and was able to reiterate how difficult it was to place the stents in that time around, compared to this time, he was astonished (fyi, the stents did not have to stay in. )

• Everything is draining & functioning, as best as they could tell, “perfectly normal’, so that means at this time the thought of kidney removal is nonexistent

• My other two MD’s have to review his findings and I have to wait for all of the medical analysis to be harmonious … few things I need to finish up still

• Ou, I also got to see the egg released showing I’m ovulating … LOL, I could see the little bugger chillin :)

Conclusion, there is permanent damage from the tumor & the Cancer … this is why these issues I have exist and WILL always exist … My right kidney, and also the right ureter is slightly ‘pinched off’ (for lack of a better term = my brain mush), and this is NOT new information to me. It has been brought to my attention I can live fine with one kid if necessary and right not that is NOTHING I have to worry about, so that is fan-friggin-tastic. BOTH kids are doing just fine, everything is working better than it should given my situation (did ya expect any less from me?? I mean come on now ….) The OTHER doc unbeknownst to me … (I lost count) thought the progression of the hyrdo INSIDE the right kid needed further analysis, because it looked enlarged compared to my last CT … I am ok with that, better safe than sorry …. IT, me, my body, my situations and my results will always be abnormal … and ALL of this is heavily monitored, along with all of my monthly blood work & testing I do through the Oncology department. I also have a physical on June 30th … think I’ll pass ? :D

The only other issue I’ve never really addressed is whether or not I will ever be able to have children, which is something to be discussed at a later date, if ever. Different can .. leaving closed for now … as I fully believe in adoption and truly have more love & respect for all the blessed mothers out there, and why I do take the time to let you ladies know on this board :rose:

It feels good to get this all down, finally, as I kept my continuous battle with “C” under wraps for so long, and more than anything I wanted my results from diet & training to be seen for what they were … magnificent.

It FEELS GOOD to get this out of my head and where I can read back in my log 5 years from now and say wow, I remember that … etc …

And so it begins … Monday … Back on 200% …

*That is all*

Just a little note... You will make a wonderful mother someday, either way it will be!

Your hard work and dedication to yourself and others shows how giving and selfless you are and that is what makes a great mommy. Now you may be confused when I say "dedication to yourself", however, I truly believe all good mommy's take care of themselves to be able to be healthy and lead by example for their children! :heart:
 
*Bunny* said:
Ut oh, Look what I did ... I just wanted you girls to see...
*Bunny was bad*



Well, first off, ... YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!


And second, ain't nuttin' bad about recognizing Sarge's accomplishments! However.. I rather feel that you just really like posting the ol' hot male bod pix..... :verygood:
 
Sassy69 said:
Well, first off, ... YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
And second, ain't nuttin' bad about recognizing Sarge's accomplishments! However.. I rather feel that you just really like posting the ol' hot male bod pix..... :verygood:
:) *BUSTED* ... You know me .. props where props are due :rose:
 
Bunny how can we ever thank you enough for those hawt pics of Sarg LOL

Im so happy to hear your doing okay...my prayers and thought have been with you all day!!
 
*Bunny* said:
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww ... thanks guys :) :heart:

I am pretty tired but I needed to touch base, catch up & give a very generic update... I will probably edit this later so I'll do my best.

Whether I subscribe to any of this medical discussion is basically irrelevant at this point but here are a few facts after the ‘surgery’ which I was awake for the entire time, to be able to communicate certain things to the (lemme count) 1,2,3,4,5 people that had access to ‘my goodies’ , oh & I needent forget the other person in scrubs who popped in ... my legs up in full stirrups :evil: , take a peak then leave … lol :rolleyes::rolleyes: It had to be done, but I feel it was very invasive (is that the right word?) & I feel kinda violated … health is #1 focus and I’m over it …

• I have gotten more ass & have been (wo)manhandled more in the last week & a half, than my entire life so far that I can think of …

• There is no appearance of any type of kidney stones or stone remnants as previously indicated, dismissed, indicated again, and yes, once more dismissed

• Any and all signs of ‘infection’ & blood in the urine were cleared ~2 days ago, and again reconfirmed today

• Pelvic & other FUN exams determined that I am more then perfect in that anatomical region

• Filling & draining, and filling and draining .. and x-ray, and repeat a few dozen times … demonstrated that (yes, given my situation), everything is draining completely fine …

• I ask tons of questions & had the pleasure to see all the slides

• My internals show what looked like nice plump fruit (left kid) to the semi shriveled fruit (right kid), you can see the mild hyrdo, and the difference in the shape/size of my right ureter near the top (for those that don’t know, the ureters are connecting tubes that carry urine from each kidney to the bladder)

• The wrapping tumor that did form engrossed my bladder (as well as the other previously stated organs/areas etc) …. So the same doc did this procedure and was able to reiterate how difficult it was to place the stents in that time around, compared to this time, he was astonished (fyi, the stents did not have to stay in. )

• Everything is draining & functioning, as best as they could tell, “perfectly normal’, so that means at this time the thought of kidney removal is nonexistent

• My other two MD’s have to review his findings and I have to wait for all of the medical analysis to be harmonious … few things I need to finish up still

• Ou, I also got to see the egg released showing I’m ovulating … LOL, I could see the little bugger chillin :)

Conclusion, there is permanent damage from the tumor & the Cancer … this is why these issues I have exist and WILL always exist … My right kidney, and also the right ureter is slightly ‘pinched off’ (for lack of a better term = my brain mush), and this is NOT new information to me. It has been brought to my attention I can live fine with one kid if necessary and right not that is NOTHING I have to worry about, so that is fan-friggin-tastic. BOTH kids are doing just fine, everything is working better than it should given my situation (did ya expect any less from me?? I mean come on now ….) The OTHER doc unbeknownst to me … (I lost count) thought the progression of the hyrdo INSIDE the right kid needed further analysis, because it looked enlarged compared to my last CT … I am ok with that, better safe than sorry …. IT, me, my body, my situations and my results will always be abnormal … and ALL of this is heavily monitored, along with all of my monthly blood work & testing I do through the Oncology department. I also have a physical on June 30th … think I’ll pass ? :D

The only other issue I’ve never really addressed is whether or not I will ever be able to have children, which is something to be discussed at a later date, if ever. Different can .. leaving closed for now … as I fully believe in adoption and truly have more love & respect for all the blessed mothers out there, and why I do take the time to let you ladies know on this board :rose:

It feels good to get this all down, finally, as I kept my continuous battle with “C” under wraps for so long, and more than anything I wanted my results from diet & training to be seen for what they were … magnificent.

It FEELS GOOD to get this out of my head and where I can read back in my log 5 years from now and say wow, I remember that … etc …

And so it begins … Monday … Back on 200% …

*That is all*
That's MY girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I know about the whole spread eagle thing and everyone getting a peak... It's like o.k..........
I'm just so happy about the findings!!!
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ck2006 said:
Just a little note... You will make a wonderful mother someday, either way it will be!

Your hard work and dedication to yourself and others shows how giving and selfless you are and that is what makes a great mommy. Now you may be confused when I say "dedication to yourself", however, I truly believe all good mommy's take care of themselves to be able to be healthy and lead by example for their children! :heart:
ck I take this to heart :heart: for I often here my actions, motives, attitude, esp. lately ... are selfish, shady, and unkind ... you ALL can see I've just been 'lost' in some way ... (please I cannot elaborate any more than that) but this recognition, YES on the internet, YES on a forum, YES from a friend I have never met .. these things mean more than some people will ever realize ... as I find comfort in knowing that since it means so much to me, than why should I really care about another's opinion about my life when I'm trying to find out just who I am, what I am doing, where I am going etc... it all goes back to me just caring more for others... while not caring at times for those right in front of my face ...

Things change, people change... such is life... and for words like this, those I call my friends, every day I am given on this Earth, I cherish, value & look forward to... daily :rose: b/c I GET IT .... and some how, some way, that comforts me ... :heart:


***I cannot even kill a bug, seriously, I picked it up, walked clear across my house, and let it outside ... is it even possible for someone like me to ever intentionally hurt another human being whom I love so dearly & unconditionally it literally HURTS?? Add that to my list of things I will just never be able to explain ... IT'S ALL AROUND ME ... ***
 
Miss24k said:
I'm so glad to hear that you are ok sweetheart, but like I said I wasn't worried!!!! ;)


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I know GF .. :rose: and YOU KNOW in my twisted little head & will understand this ... I wanted to be like , "Danggit just tell me it's stones so you CAN have a reason for something that is medically wrong with me for once in my life..." but that would be too easy & it ain't in my cards


SO commenece life, monday, training, and I must go on ...

I need to check you log for updates ... I need to end my time out ... before I

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*Bunny* said:
I know GF .. :rose: and YOU KNOW in my twisted little head & will understand this ... I wanted to be like , "Danggit just tell me it's stones so you CAN have a reason for something that is medically wrong with me for once in my life..." but that would be too easy & it ain't in my cards


SO commenece life, monday, training, and I must go on ...

I need to check you log for updates ... I need to end my time out ... before I

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Yes huney I understand :) Funny your time out ends on Monday, why don't you guess when mine ends??? :rolleyes:

(*In regards to the k*) And yes I feel you!!! but that's ok, cause I know you've felt me more times than I can count this year. :rose:
 
Miss24k said:
Yes huney I understand :) Funny your time out ends on Monday, why don't you guess when mine ends??? :rolleyes:

(*In regards to the k*) And yes I feel you!!! but that's ok, cause I know you've felt me more times than I can count this year. :rose:
1st part - STFU ... LOL - Are we both going 'back to class' on Monday (ish)? LOL ...

2nd part - :heart:

:kiss:

Saw this & thought of you

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then this one too :)

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and of course THIS ... your color ... I want these sheets btw

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*Bunny* said:
1st part - STFU ... LOL - Are we both going 'back to class' on Monday (ish)? LOL ...

2nd part - :heart:

:kiss:

Saw this & thought of you

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then this one too :)

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and of course THIS ... your color ... I want these sheets btw

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1st :lmao: yes back to *class* on Monday.

2nd: back at ya twinny :heart:

3rd: you know that's me lol

4th: Don't make me come over there. lol

5th: Ohhhhh I want those sheets too, sexy! :qt:
 
Miss24k said:
1st :lmao: yes back to *class* on Monday.

2nd: back at ya twinny :heart:

3rd: you know that's me lol

4th: Don't make me come over there. lol

5th: Ohhhhh I want those sheets too, sexy! :qt:
^^ woo hoo new location!!!! :)

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Twinny I just noticed our Karma hits # was almost the same, only one digit off if you look at the #'s

LMFAO ... ya I think I need to go to bed LOL :D
Karma Hits: 367957
Karma Hits: 367725
 
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Saw this and thought of you instantly :bigkiss: After your tough week and all... plus I just wanted to say thanks for EVERYTHING!!! You are a sweet :heart: !!! And for all those people that think you are selfish, shady, etc... well they obviously don't know you, because you are many things but those are NONE of them!!! You are truly one of the most helpful and nicest people that I have met!!! :heart: :rose:
 
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Morning Bunny

Thats such good news that your're well, u deserve loads of good karma and if I can work it out I'll send it. :)

Have a wonderful weekend

xxxx
 
Well, Bunn's, I'm happy everything is straightening out for ya'! :rose: And I'm also happy that you get to go back to class!

Much luv for the Bunn's!!!!!! :kiss:
 
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