I have not been in the gym in months & since about right around thanksgiving have been partying way too much.I feel like a fucking loser & am tired of the hangovers all the time.It has even gotten so bad that I have missed work lately cause of the hangovers,almost like I've hit the bottom.So I called the owner up after I got home at 5am & told him to ban me & that if I show up in there to have me thrown out on my ass!I know this may not be the right format for this post but just wondering if anyone else has been in a similar situation.I think I had like one minute of clarity & acted on it immediatlely instead of waiting til the next day & just saying fuck it.I've always been athletic & taken good care of myself.I cant believe the damage I've been doing to my body from parting so much.Theres nothing wrong with getting together with friends on a Saturday night but the way I've been going is very dangerous to me in every way.Please keep inmind im 31 years old & my partying hard days should be mostly behind me.Sorry to spill my guts out but im just looking for someone to talk to even if its online.
Fuck Hangovers!!
Fuck Hangovers!!